Long Lost Brother

Chapter 35: How Could You?

"Oh shit I forgot something in Louis' room I'll be right back!" Harry exclaimed and ran off. Niall and I were now left alone in Harry and I's room. Niall turned to me and smirked drunkenly.

"Hey babe, maybe we could have a little fun while he's gone?" He slurred kind of stumbling forward toward me.

"You're drunk," I stated.

"I sware I'm not drunk," he slurred laughing in the process.

"Yes you are, you're shitfaced," I scoffed crossing my arms over my chest.

"Okay maybe a little but we could still have a good time right?" He asked stumbling towards me and put his hand out

"Don't touch me!" I shouted swatting his hand away but it only made him smirk and move closer to me.

"Come on babe," he persuaded only centimeters from me and his breath fanning my face, it smelled like alcohol.

"No!" My eyes brimmed with fresh tears.

"Why not? I'm sure you would like it." He smirked putting his hands on both sides of me pinning me inbetween him and the wall.

"I'm sure I wouldn't," I replied gritting my teeth to try and strangle a sob.

"Why?" He asked tilting his head.

"Because you're a dick! You cheated on me with my best friend while you were sober and she was in a relationship with Harry," I spat.

"Oh come on babe, I said I was sorry," he shrugged.

"Yeah I heard them all but you told me you loved me-"

"I only said it because you said it!" He laughed. My heart sank and I let the tears flow. He just continued to laugh at my broken state, f*cking sicko.

"Y-you didn't love me? How could you lie to me like that?! I was-" I started, my lip quivering but stopped myself.

"How could I? Look at you! You're fat and ugly!" He shouted. I looked down at my stomach and felt my face. He was right my cheeks were too chubby, my stomach too fat, and my face littered with acne. I pushed passed him and picked up a hoodie.

"Where are you going?" He called.

"Some where away from you!" I spat as I slipped on the hoodie and my shoes.

"Fine then!" He yelled. I pulled the strings on my hoodie so they covered everything but my eyes and ran to Michael's room.

"Michael?!" I called knocking on the door.

"Hold on a sec!" He called and a few seconds later opened the door.

"What happened?" He asked noticing my red puffy eyes. I immediately leaned into him and sobbed.

"Shh shh it's going to be okay," he cooed patting my back and lead me to sit down on his bed. I sat down next to him just blankly staring at the ground and letting the tears pour out of my eyes. I couldn't cry anymore, I couldn't scream I was just stuck in my body like a prison cell.

"Do you wanna tell me what happened?" He asked. I nodded and wiped my nose with the back of my sleeve.

"Well, Niall was drunk so Harry brought him back to our room and when I came in he was totally fine but when Harry left he tried to go all the way with me. So I told him n-" Michael cut me off with a scoff.

"What?" I asked.

"You didn't say no to Calum," he growled. My heart sunk and i frowned

"I didn't know what I was doing it just happened," I lied. I knew exactly what i was doing.