Motorsport One shots x Y/n

🌼I Wish It Was Me-CL20

Prompt: I can't help but wish it was me.

It was early August, and you were going to see your close friend Conrad after a while of him being away because of his racing. In the time he was away, you had ended up going on a few dates with a guy called Felix. At first, you liked him quite a lot but after going on a fourth date, you started to notice something was missing but you didn't know what.

You arrived at Conrad's house and knocked on the door. His face lit up when he opened the door to you, you immediately being lost in his deep ocean blue eyes.

"Y/N! I've missed you so much!" He said happily, stepping out onto the porch and wrapping his arms tightly around you. You seemed to feel something in that hug like never before. Something real. You quickly reminded yourself that you were dating someone.

"I missed you too!" You eventually said.

"So what's new?"

"Uh..." You paused uneasily, about to tell him about Felix. "I'm dating Felix at the moment..."

"Oh... nice..." Conrad's face fell but he quickly plastered a smile over it. You felt guilty. "Are you happy?"

"Yes... well... yea." You tried to decide whether to tell him how you felt around Felix or not.

The two of you stood one his porch for a while catching up before you left to go meet up with Felix in the park. You sat down on a park bench under a tree, tucked away from the path. It was a spot you and Conrad used to hang out when you were about 13 and 14 before he left to race in Italy.

"Hey Felix!" You smiled politely as he approached you.

"Hi Y/n! You Okay?" He asked.

"I-" You paused for a second. Felix was a really nice guy, but there was just something missing. "I need to talk to you. About this whole dating thing."

"Yea? What's up?" He responded calmly.

"I don't mean to cause any offence or anything but... I'm not sure this is going to become anything. Don't get me wrong you're a great guy and any girl would be lucky to have you but, i don't know." You said quickly. You waited on angered reasoning back but it never came.

"Yea. I think I agree. Same to you as well... you're a great girl, but yea it's not going anywhere from here is it?" Felix agreed with you maturely. You smiled gratefully at his response.

"You want to stay friends though right?" You asked before it was completely done.

"Of course! Now, go to Conrad's house and tell him how you feel." You were taken aback by his words.

"Wh- how did you kn-"

"I just know. Go to his house tomorrow and tell him. Please, it will put me at rest as well!" Felix laughed. You smiled and laughed with him.

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Conrad lay on his bed, throwing a tennis ball up onto the ceiling and catching it again. Y/n had texted that morning that she wanted to have a chat with him about something. He was worried about what he was going to hear but he was also desperate to tell her how he felt before it was too late.

fuck it.

He thought. Conrad got up and left the house to go to Y/n's. As he approached the drive way he spotted Y/n closing the front door.

"Hey Conrad..." she said confused.

"Hi Y/n... sorry I know you said you were going to come round earlier but I really need to tell you something." He said quickly. Y/n nodded and walked down the drive way nearer to him. "I was looking at your instagram earlier and I saw you and Felix. You know... those photos of him with his arm round your waist, his head on yours... I can't help but wish that was me."

Y/n laughed before she spoke again.

"I WAS going to come around to tell you that I had feelings for you... seems it's happening here." She smiled.

"You and Felix aren't calling it official?" Conrad asked surprised.
"The opposite! We are still friends but decided not to go into a relationship. Felix was the one who told me to come tell you I loved you." Y/n explained. Conrad didn't hold back and crashed his lips onto hers. After pulling away, they were both smiling widely.

"Y/n, will you be my girlfriend?"

"Yes." She answered, pulling his head down for another kiss.