LONG SKIRT

CHAPTER TWELVE

Y/N

The next time I woke up, I was now in my room.

Lying in my bed, I am just staring blankly somewhere I don't know. It feels like my body is ripping and my hole is sore. Just pain, that's the only thing I could feel.

Rindou came in holding a tray. "Good morning, Baby. You should eat." He said.

"I won't eat." I said in a hoarse voice and looked away.

Even my throat hurts when I speak. This is because the dildo stayed in my throat for too long.

"Why? Is it because you can't move? I'll feed you." He said in a worried tone.

What is his deal? Why is he acting nice again?

"Come on." He sits me up and starts scooping the porridge with a spoon. "Say ahh." Pointing the spoon in my mouth.

I only look at him. I didn't open my mouth. He puts down the porridge.

"Look, I am sorry." Rindou holds my hand. "Please stop the silent treatment. I missed you so much, you don't feel the same?"

Here we go again, with his apologetic look. Again, I look up holding back my tears. I am so tired of him.

"Maybe I really am not human at all. How could I do something that horrible to you. Don't worry, I'll change. I promise."

Lies. He always lies.

The tears I've been holding back fell. I covered my face sobbing when Rindou hugged me.

"I am really sorry. Please don't cry. We had fun last night, right?" He said, patting my head.

We had fun? He used the wrong pronouns, it should be he had fun.

"I'll treat you better this time, I am regretting all of the things I did. So please look at me, hmm?"

Hearing his lies made me cry more. I sob and sob, he keeps on blabbering about how sorry he is.

I already lost count how many times he did this.

"Okay, then. Tell me what you want right now, I'll give it to you right away. Anyyything. Just to prove myself."

Then, I look at him with my crying eyes. "Then let me out of this hell." I said sniffing.

He held both of my hands. "I can't do that, I don't wanna lose you. Please other than that."

I'm so speechless. I just cried again.

I know he's just being nice so I will let my guard down again and then when I do, he will abuse me again.

Someone... please ... someone, please pull me out of this hell.

•••

Rindou keeps coming to my room, persuading me to eat. "You should eat to recover, why are you being so stubborn?" He lied down beside me and hugs me from the back. "Are you in so much pain? Do I need to call a doctor?"

No response from me. I am only breathing and looking blankly where my eyes are laid off.

"You still won't answer me?" He said in a serious tone.

I ignored him.

He starts kissing my neck. Not this again.

I sit up. "Just let me have peace, why can't you just let me be?!" I shouted.