{𝙼𝚢 𝚂𝚞𝚗 - 𝙼𝙸𝙽𝚂𝚄𝙽𝙶}

64: Out Of The Comfort Zone

[Minho]

I swallowed hard where I stood outside of the bar I'd set my eyes on after doing some very in-depth research online.

I felt like the only way I could truly know if I enjoyed being with guys was if I tried to be with someone who wasn't Jisung, I didn't think Chris counted that much seeing as it was so long ago and I didn't remember how it felt.

Me and Jisung weren't exclusive or anything, and I know he'd been with others after we had started having sex as well, so I figured he wouldn't be mad if I tried it too.

I was sure he would understand that I needed to figure things out.

So I took one last deep breath before pushing the door open, entering the dark interior of the gay bar.

The inside was tastefully decorated, but it didn't look too different from any other bar I had set foot in, so I didn't feel too out of place.

Keeping my eyes on the bartender, I headed over to the counter, looking around the room a little before deciding to sit down by the bar for now.

"What can I get you?" The bartender asked me, tucking her shoulder length hair behind her ear.

I didn't know why, but I had completely forgotten that gay bars didn't just contain gay guys.

So after getting over the slight surprise of seeing a woman, I stuttered out my drink request.

The bartender quickly returned after preparing my drink, and I thanked her before quickly downing it.

Today was not the day to go slow on the drinks.

I needed as much liquid courage as I could get if I wanted to try to go up to someone.

I was used to being on the receiving end of flirting and advancements, but now I had to actively search for someone who might want to have sex with me.

Or at least kiss me, I figured.

So after downing a couple of shots and sipping my way quickly through one of those fancy yummy drinks, I decided enough was enough.

I was gonna channel my inner Changbin today, bold and forward.

So after getting back up from the bar stool, I made my way through the building.

It took a few minutes for me to scope out the area, and I had already passed lots of attractive people, but one group had caught my eye.

Especially one person.

He looked a little shorter than me, had a round face, and I couldn't help but notice how good his ass looked in the pants he was wearing.

The man had a charming smile, and as I watched him chat to his friends from afar, I tried to build up the courage to head over and talk to him.

I was waiting for a good opportunity to slide myself into the group of guys, but as I noticed they had stopped talking for a second and figured that was my chance, they started splitting up.

It was now or never, I thought as I started walking towards the guy.

I took long steps, and soon I had caught up with him, carefully reaching out to tap his shoulder.

"Um, excuse me.." I started, but as he looked at me, my head went blank.

"Yes?" He smiled, and my ears turned slightly red as he checked me out.

His eyes slid down my body, and then back up.

"I-I.. just.. wanted to say that, um.. you're really, like, pretty and stuff."