Sweet Escape ( Constellation Series #2 )

Chapter 45

Chapter 45

Escape

"What?!" I groaned when Raven harshly pulled me out of the bar. 

Nag e-enjoy ako pero ang epal niya para pigilan ako! What the fuck is wrong with this old fart? 

"You.." he breathed and hardly clenched his jaw.  His eyes are bloodshot while pleadingly looking at me. 

"You were kissing a fucking man!" He angrily uttered. 

"I don't know what's fucking wrong with you!" I shouted and withdrew my hand out of his grip. Naglakad ako palayo sa kanya pero mabilis niyang nahuli ang palapulsuhan ko. 

"Ano ba?!" I hissed loudly. 

Pumikit siya ng mariin at hindi makapaniwalang tumitig sa akin. Yes, I'm admitting it, I've been doing this shit for a week now. Since we became official, I started moving as I planned. 

No, I would never break up with him. Gusto ko siya mismo ang umayaw sa akin. Hindi ko kayang makipaghiwalay sa kanya kaya mas gugustuhin kong iwan niya na lang ako dahil ayaw na niya. Dahil nagsawa na siya sa mga ginagawa ko. 

I know that I'm hurting him already by just entertaining other men while he's around. I was purposely showing it to him para magkaroon siya ng dahilan para ayawan ako!  Kinakausap ko pa ang mga lalaking iyon para sabayan ang gusto ko! 

We're not really kissing! It's just an angle! Masisiraan na ako ng ulo dahil sa mga iniisip ko. I want him to fall out of love. Para hindi na siya masaktan kapag lumayo ako. Para makita niya na ulit ang kambal ko. 

Wala akong balak na alisan siya ng karapatan sa anak namin. Pero aalisan ko siya ng karapatan sa akin. 

"Just kissing?! Fuck! You're making me so mad, Dike Cassiopeia! Ilang beses na kitang may kahalikan na iba! For god's sake!" Sobrang bilis ng paghinga niya at halos lamunin na niya ako sa galit. 

Takot ako, sobrang takot ako pero mas pinili kong maging tanga at ngumisi pa habang pinapanood siyang sobrang nasasaktan at nagagalit. This is my only way to stop my tears from falling. 

"It's normal! This is how I manage my relationship! Gosh, nakakasakal ka! Ikaw lang sa lahat ng naging boyfriend ko ang nagreact ng ganito." It was like a knife got stock on my chest as I muttered those words in front of him. 

"You're impossible! How can you say that?! I love you! Fuck! I'm so damn much fucking in love with you, tapos sayo ganyan lang? Tangina." A tear escaped from his left eye making my heart ache even more. 

Please, don't cry for me. I don't deserve you. Please, Cepheus, just stop loving me. Just leave me. 

"It's not a big deal, really! Why are you so overreacting?" I said with my calm voice. 

"Let's go home. You're drunk." He pulled me towards where his car was parked. 

"I don't want to go home yet! Let me the fuck go!" Sigaw ko pero halos madapa ako sa paghila niya sa akin kaya hindi rin ako nakawala. 

I shrieked when he pulled me inside the car. Nakaupo na siya sa driver seat kaya napakandong ako sa kanya. 

"What? Are you gonna drive while I'm on your lap? You're so clingy!" I groaned. 

"Stop talking." May pagbabanta sa boses niya pero umirap na lang ako sa hangin. 

He held my waist and lifted me. Inilipat niya ako sa passenger seat ng walang kahirap-hirap. He buckled up my seatbelt and locked the door! This old man!