Aspen's diary.

12th of Nov

Hi. :(

I'm kinda jealous and mad rn. (jealous of my brother whos the fav child and mad at my parents.) I had a bad day today.

So.. heres the whole story.

So I havent had a proper celebration for my birthday for 2 whole years. (all I got was 4-5 presents, not even a cake! of course  my friends got me presents <3 and 1 of my friends got to come over last year but thats it)

and my brother had a whole party w/ all his friends last year, this year no friends but yk.. 

so this year my brother got 2 parties w/ family and on those 2 parties he had 3 CAKES AND 17 CUPCAKES. and a load more presents than I got (like 12). and five of those presents were rlly expensive. an expensive perfume, a set of new gaming controllers, a set of weights, an expensive video game guide book and an expensive jumper. like, bro?

so um, rude much parents? oh and my parents also gave me a thin slice of cake, keep in mind thats all the food I've had today, and completely didn't make me dinner like EVERY other normal night?

sorry for the extremely stupid rant -.- now onto other stuff..

so, annoyingly as soon as I confirm all my theriotypes I straightaway start questioning a new theriotype. :/

 so I was researching abt foxes as thats a current hyperfixation of mine, I saw this fox type, Sierra Nevada red fox, and felt extremely attached, causing  a long-ish shift, then I was like 'okayyy, could be a cameo shift..' but then for the rest of the day I had a phantom tail and ears, then I went to bed and had a super cool dream shift. (this was yesterday btw)

 And then today I had a fading in and out phantom tail pretty much all day! I've also been having fox-like shifts every now and then for about a month but I just brushed it off, and I've had several shifts of the Sierra Nevada red fox's habitat, without being able to tell the animal.

 I did some research and their habitat is:  typically high elevations (above approximately 5,000 feet in the southern Cascades and 7,000 feet in the central Sierra Nevada) and utilize a variety of habitats including alpine and barren areas, subalpine forests, red fir forests, lodgepole pine forests, mixed conifer forests, and meadows. (info from California department of fish and wildlife, which states obviously that this fox is in california, but idk if its just california )

and their diet is mostly small rodents (Their favorite foods are hares and gophers) but can also be manzanita berries and deer carrion, particularly in winter and spring.

and most of that info completely matches up to my shifts and memories.

I'm pretty sure this theriotype is legitimate but I'll give it more time before I confirm.

also pretty sure its a past life theriotype.

onto what happened in my very short free time today:

I did LOADS of quads and did what might be my highest jump! (and it wasn't on anything bouncy like a bed, couch or trampoline.) I have a tiktok on it.

I edited the vid with capcut which is my second time using it, and tbh its easier than last time

I also listened to lots of music while doing chores.

oh and the 4 chicks in the bird nest in my back yard are growing lots! (getting bigger and becoming a little fuzzy)

I don't feel like sleeping tonight so I might do some art or smth

thats all for now, gn

-Aspen

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