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Changbin - Leave

"Leave" by Stray Kids inspired story.

-"I'm missing you."-

You were sitting on a bench, kissing under the moonlight, when he suddenly pushed you away. "This isn't right."

"Why, what's wrong?" You asked concerned.

He looked deep into your eyes. "I can't betray my best friend like this. We're done Y/N."

Then he left.

Changbin had been your crush for ages, but you never dared to make a move on him, as his best friend Bang Chan was your brother.

"Why was life so unfair?"  You thought and kicked a small stone into the lonely leaf next to you.

You had your differences you and Changbin. They were hard to look past, yet love should have overcome them.

You sighed. You were You and Changbin was Changbin after all. Maybe you just weren't meant to be?

After thinking for a while, it was time to go home. School started again tomorrow.

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"You ready Y/N?" Your brother yelled from the doorway.

"Nearly! Just wait a little longer." You yelled back.

He rolled his eyes. "Be quick!"

You swiftly grabbed your jacket and ran down to him. "Done!"

"Let's go then."

-At school-

Chan's class was right next to yours, so chances of running into Changbin were pretty high.

Just as the thought popped into your mind, Changbin appeared.

"Oi SpearB!" Chan called.

"Eyyyy, hi." Changbin replied and went over. They did a weird handshake before walking off together.

"Oh, right. Bye Y/N!" Your brother quickly shouted over his shoulder.

You nodded at him, before walking off as well. Changbin didn't even look at you once...

-

Class started as usual, nothing new here. You were good at this subject, but the teacher was just sooooo boring.

It was almost impossible not to fall asleep.

Just before your head fell to the table, as the last one to do so, someone smacked the door open.

Everybody's heads snapped up towards the sound.

Changbin.

"Sorry sir. My class has a project were we need a student from each grade, so I just wanted to ask, if I could borrow one of yours for a little while." He asked.

"Oh yeah, sure. You can take Y/N over there." The teacher replied, and pointed to where you were sitting.

All eyes were on you. Yay...

Slowly you got up from your seat. Right now you would rather spend 6 hours together with your teacher, than speaking to Changbin.

"Hurry up a little, would ya? I would like my class to start again." The teacher rushed.

You discreetly rolled your eyes at him. Hopefully he didn't notice.

Changbin quickly closed the door behind you. He started walking away without saying anything.

"Ya! I'm not gonna follow you, if you don't tell me what's going on. I know this isn't for a class project." You told.

His eyes were focused on yours. It felt like he was searching for something in them. You looked away.

He sighed. "I'm scared, okay?"

"Of what?" You asked.

"Of-Of... I don't know!? I just.... I can't explain it Y/N? I feel so empty it hurts." He answered.

"Changbin you were the one who said we were done. What is this? Regret??" You asked a little colder than you wanted.

"I know you are hurt, and I know it's my fault... I hate what I did, but it was necessary. It's stupid of me to speak to you right now. It's probably gonna do more harm than good, yet I need to say the stuff bothering my heart. I wasn't very direct yesterday, and you must have been pretty confused. I'm sorry for my cold words."

You nodded.

"This is the best for both of us. I still love you and I haven't gotten over you either. I don't know how to continue without you, but love can't overcome our differences. We aren't meant for each other; I am me and you are you. Please stop for me, as I can't." He confessed.

"Is that all?" You asked.

He nodded.

"Okay, you can go then."

He looked hurt at you, but then he smiled and walked off.

Yeah, you weren't going back to class after this.

-Later at night-

"Good morning moon."  You thought, as you strolled along the beach.

Your heart was shattered. There was no reason trying to piece it together again. You were barely holding unto it anyways.

Out of nowhere, a weak sound of crying was heard a little further ahead of you.

It felt like the world stopped, when you recognised who it was.

Was he really crying?

You wanted to walk over, but the scars Changbin had scattered across you hurt too much. He wanted you to stop for him anyways. You guys were done. 

Suddenly he stopped crying. He must have seen your reflection, when he pulled his phone out, because he turned around.

"Y/N?..." He asked surprised, yet calm.

You let your guard down and ran over to hug him.

"This is not gonna help anything, you know?" He told, yet accepting the hug.

You nodded into his shoulder, while lightly tearing up. 

"I hope you will bloom into a stronger, undying flower when the warmth comes next season. I'm sorry for ruining you..."

"I will miss you Changbin." You said between sobs.

"I'll miss you too. Goodbye Y/N." He managed to get out, before breaking down as well.

The last leaf fell from the tree, the same way an end develops into a new beginning.