Young (girlxgirl)

We Won't

Nat's POV:

I guess I shouldn't have left her without so much as an explanation, but it was overwhelming... having someone care for me that much. I've never really been on the receiving end of that much love and affection I was so used to being sort of free all the time and the only thing tying me down was soccer. I guess I just ran away... away from the best thing that has ever happened to me besides my soccer opportunities. I honestly thought about her everyday we were apart a-and God I'm so fucking stupid. I laugh sarcastically while wiping furiously at my eyes.

I don't deserve her. I sat there and let her get attached to me knowing her biggest fear is abandonment, and I fucking abandoned her. Honestly there's absolutely no fucking logical reason for the pain I caused her.

I had this insatiable craving for the attention I was denied and when I finally got some I basically just walked all over it. I'm such a fucking idiot.

I've sat here on my bed for the past few hours wallowing in self pity and I know I don't have the right to, but fuck I just can't help it.

I got up heading toward my shower hoping my next soccer session gets my mind off of things for a while.
When I finally had my things gathered I put them in my truck and headed to my team's private indoor arena.

"Aye Natty", greeted my friends Lauren and Marielys.
"Hola mi bonitas"
"We're getting lit tonight", Marielys said
"Sweet, you inviting the team?", I asked

"Yeah of course and a few other people feel free to invite whoever you want"

"Aight bet"

I was extremely grateful that practice was relatively easy today. Just going over plays for when we taker corners and free kicks.

I got out of the shower and heard my phone ring, I picked it up to see a text

Elys😜😘💎: aye bitch the LITUATION starts at 9

Me: lmao bet🔥🔥👌

The drive to Marielys' house was relatively quick.

When I walked in I spotted Lauren

"Aye bitch", she greeted

"What it do shawty", I replied

She handed me a cup. I smelled it TF is this "Laur wtf in in this cup"

"It's pineapple Amsterdam mixed with orange juice, it's good I promise it's just a little strong", she explained

I took a sip as soon as "Where are ü now" started playing

God I hate this song... I bet Jess loves it though "hell no is there gonna be trap music and shit to?", I asked annoyed

"Yes bitch we have some FettyWap, JCole, rich homie and shit coming", Marielys slurred going out of nowhere.

"Okay this should be good for me I'm gonna let loose", I thought as I downed my drink. Shit that burned my chest

About an hour and a half into the party my chest was no longer burning and I felt good

"Walked in 30,000 in my pocket", I heard play on the speakers

"Yoo this my shit", I slurred "had them niggas like oh, ooh, ooh 15,000 dollars on your bitch wana fuck me got her screaming like oh, ooh, ooh", I screamed out attempting to do the dance.

Jess' POV:

My day was so uneventful. I had no practices whatsoever Mel went to Italy with her family and there's only so much FaceTime can do. I have no idea where Ally is, then again she's probably somewhere getting her brains fucked out by her current boy toy. That's my girl and all, but she's gotta do better for herself.

I can't bother Josiah because she's at her dance practice and I don't know where my brothers are .

I sighed grabbing my car keys a trip to 7/11 can never hurt.

When I walked to my car with my slurpee my phone ringed and it was Nathalie.

"What the fuck do you want", I seethed into the phone

"Whoa chillax bitch can you come get Natty she's totally wasted"

"Who are you?"

"Lauren her teammate"

"Lauren why are you calling me out of all the contacts she has", i deadpanned

"Because your the last one she contacted"

"Well obviously know about our situation so why Tf would you call me and why can't she just sleep wherever she is?"

"Why you gotta be such a difficult bitch just come get her"

"Why can't you do it?"

"Diablo stop with the questions are you coming or not?"

"Text me the address", I sighed hanging up.

A/N: should Jess pick her up?

I finally updated for you beauties😀 I'm not even gonna lie and say I've bee busy cause I haven't, I've just been lazy this time around, but I'm lit AF because I don't have summer school👌😜
Anyway the song We Won't that inspired this chapter is by Jaymes Young and Phoebe Ryan it's a really great song and I thought it went well with Nat and Jess' current state. Check it out if you want😘