You feel bad about yourself

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Bangchan

-a hot, humid summer day, nothing you dreaded more

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-a hot, humid summer day, nothing you dreaded more. of course, everyone including you wanted nothing more than to stay cool all day through tank tops and shorts 

-and so that's what you did, just a tiny top and some shorts for minimum coverage. however, after looking in the mirror, it was safe to say you felt disgusted, and maybe even slightly disappointed with yourself. you had a lot of scars on your knees, legs and arms from an adventurous and chaotic childhood, but also from a more difficult adolescence you somehow managed to power through. these scars stood out to you a lot, and you soon found yourself panic-stricken in front of the mirror, desperately rubbing your hands up and down the scarred areas in an attempt to try to get rid of them

''I think scars are pretty cool'' your boyfriend spoke up, who seemed to have been leaning on through the door frame the entire time

''I don't see anything cool about them'' you mumbled, looking for something flowy to put over your outfit, mainly because you didn't want chan to start paying more attention to your scars when he might not have before

-you found a sheer, loose button-up shirt and you let out a sigh of relief, already unfolding it so it can be put on. before you could even slide your arm through the first sleeve, your boyfriend stopped you and gently took the piece of fabric away from you, chucking it aside on your bed

'these make you look even more beautiful, you know that?'' he whispered, lowering himself down to the level of your arms, looking up at you endearingly, ''they're beautiful, you're beautiful''

-you could feel yourself tear up a little, imperfections like these are the biggest insecurity and hearing him go on about how he likes them made you wonder what good you could've possibly done in your past life to deserve a man like this. however, once you felt him start leaving little wet kisses all over your arms and legs, it hit you on a whole new level of deep

-you let out a wave of soft, quiet sobs, but they weren't necessarily sad cries. you felt sentimental and regretful but also bittersweet and oh so loved all at the same time

-after he made sure he had kissed each and every one of the imperfections on you, he stood back up and started pointing out the scars of his own he had collected over the years, smiling at you proudly

''see? I think my scars are pretty cool, you should think that of yours too''

''you think so?''

''yeah, of course. I personally love everything about you and I'm sure the world would agree with me on that''

Lee Know

Lee Know

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