Assassins Target // Dip Fanfiction

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Chapter Eleven: "Need"
Philip's POV
October 15th, 2006
2:58 A.M.

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I was sobbing, really hard. It felt awful to cry in front of someone. I couldn't hold it back, though. I was covering my eyes, and I heard Damien speak. "Philip, look at me."

I shook my head, I really couldn't let him see me. I don't think I would have much of choice, though. Then he spoke once again: "What happened?" I don't know what pushed me to do it, but I move my arms and wiped my tears, then looked at Damien. Wiping my eyes didn't help much, considering I still was crying pretty hard.

It took me a second to speak, but I did. "I just-" Oh dear. I almost told him. What's going on? I haven't ever felt like I've needed to tell someone something. I've always done it on my own, but it's never been like this. I've never felt like I needed, no, wanted to tell someone everything. But, I stopped myself before pouring my heart out. "-nothing." I said, finishing my sentence.

I looked at him for a second, just.. staring. No specific reason, it was just that same feeling that I wanted to. I saw him open his arms, and I looked for a second. I felt scared. Nervous? Maybe. But it didn't take me too long to go to him and accept his hug.

I quickly felt myself melt into his arms, and he held me tightly. I hugged him really tight, too. I felt one of his hands brushing through my hair lightly. It made me smile, just a bit. I never had felt this cared for, and it really felt nice.

"Hey, it's okay, I'm here for you." Those words made me cry less but just by a bit, although they really helped me. A lot. I felt my once panicking breath slow, and we just stayed like that. It felt like forever, but I didn't mind how long it was going on.

I felt drowsiness hit me, but I was still scared to sleep. I didn't wanna have another panic episode happen in front of Damien. But I couldn't keep my eyes open, after not sleeping for awhile, I needed it. My eyes shot around the room a bit, I was seeing things or making sure that thing wasn't there again.

I tried to keep myself awake, but sleep quickly hit me as soon as I blinked away some of my tears for a little too long.

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The same eerie place in the last dream. The same grass, the same cobblestone path, the same lights. It all was the same. It had an uncanny feeling still, but it felt less weird.

It wasn't as dark, either, even though it was night. The moon was a bright white. It seemed to smile at me. That freaked me out. It wasn't bad, though.

The fog didn't wrap around my ankles, forcing me to stay in place, either. I was able to move now. And, there was a village up ahead. I started to walk there, and it seemed kind of peaceful.

I felt a presence, and something watching me. But for some reason, I wasn't scared. I continued to walk, ignoring the footsteps behind me. I felt a smile at my lips as I walked, feeling at peace.

The village seemed to get further away, but that's okay. I liked this walk. It was nice.

The cobblestone path started to fade, but my happiness didn't. Actually, I got happier. I felt the radiation of anger from whatever's following me, but I still didn't care. I felt great. I felt refreshed.

I took a deep breath of air as I walked and it seemed as if I just couldn't wipe this smile off my face. It was just, nice.

I walked more, and saw the same tall figure up ahead from the last dream. I'd be scared if I didn't feel protected. I felt as if I panicked, Damien would be there.

And it went like that. I liked it. The anger of what I feared, it didn't affect me either. It tried getting closer, but even if it did I didn't mind it.

A/N

it's been a little bit sorry🙏🙏🙏 ermmmmm i'll make sure to update everyday this ipad i'm making this on broke but uh i'm using it again😎😭😭😭