Secrets 3

Chapter 5

Louis' POV

I enjoyed last night with Allison. She defiantly surprised me while sending me that picture while I was at work yesterday. It drove me crazy that I wasn't home when she put that on. They wouldn't have stayed on as long as they did. Well that didn't stay on very long when I got home. I needed her. I know we've been together a lot like that since we got married but I really can't get enough of her. I need her way more than I've ever needed anyone. I'm never going to be with anyone other than her like that again.

I can't believe how she's gone along with everything lately. Normally she tells me no. Hopefully she doesn't start doing that again. Honestly it drives me crazy every time she does that. She can do something so simple and it makes me need her. I never had that happen before her either. I never really wanted to be with those other girls those. I would have been fine if I could have just waited for her. If that would have happened I wouldn't have to worry about the possibility of me blacking out again when we're having sex. I don't want her to ever go through that again. I know it upset her. She didn't hold it against me though or take it out on me. I wish she would have though. I deserve that. She'll never do that though.

After everything last night she just wanted to stay in my arms. I don't mind it. I would rather have her in them. I know I needed to catch up on grading but I don't care. My students can wait. I know yesterday was hard on her. She's used to being able to be around me all day or at least seeing me in the middle of the day. This is just something we're going to have to get used to. I just hate seeing her upset about it.

I got woke up to my alarm going off. I groaned and turned it off. I really don't want to get up. I would rather lay here with Allison all day. I looked down as I felt her start moving in my arms. She looked up at me sleepily, "Good morning, handsome."

I smiled as I moved my hand up and cupped her cheek in it, "Good morning, beautiful."

Before she could say anything I lent down, lightly pressing my lips against her's. They were so gentle as they moved in sync with mine. They always are though. I don't think she would have it any other way. She's always so gentle with things. I'm sure she could never hurt anyone. Especially when we're being intimate. I mean the worst thing she's done is leave scratch marks on my back but I don't mind. She should leave them more often. It shows that I've been with her.

I pulled away from our kiss. I noticed her start to frown. I don't want to get when she's like this. It makes me feel bad that I even have a job. I pecked her lips, "I love you."

I noticed her start to smile, "I love you"

I lightly pressed my lips against her's before getting up. I hate having to do this but I have to. Maybe she won't be like this when I go back to work in the fall and she's going to college. Then we're both going to have to be getting up. I'm she enjoys being able to sleep in now. She does love her sleep. She should sleep while she can.

I got ready for work and when I walked out of the bathroom I noticed Allison laying in bed, looking at me. I can't help but smile. I think it's cute when she does that. I walked over to the bed before moving so that I was hovering over her. She giggled. I looked at her a little confused, "What are you giggling, love?"

"I love you."

I lightly pecked her lips, "And I love you."

I noticed her smile as she wrapped her arms around me, "Are you sure you have to go to work?"

I started to frown a little bit. I hate doing this. I would quit right now if I could. I know we would be fine financially but I can't just randomly quit in the middle of the school year. "I'm sorry, love. I have to go."