Secrets 3

Chapter 39

Louis' POV

I'm happy with the way Liam and Sophia took things. I figured they would be happy about it since Harry was. I honestly thought he probably would have let it slip out to them. I wouldn't have cared. I don't really want to have to tell anyone else about this. We've told the people closest to us. They should be the people that find out before everyone else and they did. Now everyone can just find out by seeing her little bump. I feel bad for her though. I'm sure she wishes her parents were around for this but she seems fine with it for right now. I know they don't support anything that we've done so far that they know of. Everything we've done was for us to be happy. It wasn't to make them happy. I never wanted her to have to choose between me and her parents. I wouldn't have blamed her for choosing them but she didn't. She choose me. I can't believe that she did. I can't even explain how happy I am that she did. I can't imagine my life without her. I just hope they all come around to things eventually. If not she has me, our baby, and my family. They've been supportive of everything. We'll sort of. Dan isn't too happy about this. We knew what we were getting ourselves into. We both need each other in our life's though. We've gone days without each other before and they were hell for both of us. We both don't deserve to go through that again.

Today has gone by so slow. I can't help but worry about Allison a little bit. I know she didn't feel good when I had to leave this morning. Hopefully she feels better. I'm sure it was just morning sickness but that can last all day sometimes. The doctor told us that it does happen. Allison hasn't sent me anything today. Which is a little weird. We usually send each other at least a few texts during the day. I'm sure she's probably sleeping it off. She usually feels better after she's slept for awhile.

I walked inside the front door and I heard the tv from our living room. I set my bag down before walking in there. I noticed Liam and Sophia sitting in there watching tv. I figured Allison wouldn't be in there. Before they realized I was standing there I walked up to our bedroom. I walked in and saw her laying in bed. She didn't look over at me. I'm sure she's just asleep. I feel bad about her not feeling well. I softly closed the door behind me so I wouldn't wake her up. I don't want to wake her up yet. I quickly changed before sliding under our blanket so I was next to her. She looked so peaceful. I don't want to wake her up but I want to spend some time with her. I know tomorrow once I get off work we have to drive a few hours back to our house. I know she enjoys it there. I can tell she's happier there than she is here. We've had so much go on here, I'm not even really happy here. I would rather be there all the time. I would quit this school right now if I could so things would be easier for us. We could be living there all the time and be happy. I know we're both happy being together but we could really be happy. We wouldn't have to worry about so much anymore. I would know that nothing will happen to Allison. Jace and Joey will stay away then. I'm sure they're keeping their distance right now since someone is always with her. I know they're waiting till she's completely alone which I'm not letting happen till I know they've moved on to something else.

I looked over at the clock by our bed. I noticed that it's already almost 4. I'm sure she hasn't ate anything today. She really needs to. I just want her and our baby to be healthy. They both mean everything to me now. I never cared about anyone or anything till Allison came around. She changed all that for me like she changed so many other things. I'm so thankful that she did. It's nice not just worrying about myself. I would rather worry about her like I am right now. I feel bad for her. I don't ever want to see her like this. I know it will be worse when she's in labor. I'm going to hate seeing her in so much pain. In the end it will be worth it. We'll have our little family together.

I lent down leaving soft kisses all over her face. She just shook her head before hiding her face into my chest. She hasn't even opened her eyes. I kissed the top of her head, "Do you want to get up, love?"