Secrets 3

Chapter 20

Allison's POV

I'm so nervous to find out. Probably because I know what it's going to say as soon as I pick it up. I mean I have been showing signs for almost two weeks now. I should have brought this up sooner. I just didn't think it could be possibly before Friday when I looked up signs.

I felt him put a finger under my chin, tilting my head up so I was looking at him. He lightly pecked my lips, "Do you want to look at the test, love?"

I shook my head, "I'm scared to."

He moved his hand to my cheek and started caressing it with his thumb, "Everything will be fine, love. We can talk about things once we know. This is something that we should know though."

I just nodded. I know he's right. We need to know this no matter how much I really don't want to. I lightly pecked his before pulling away from him. I sighed before stepping over to the counter. I picked up the test. I closed my eyes. I don't know if I can do this. I have to. I know I have Louis here to support me. I feel like he would stay no matter what happens. There's always that small chance though. I know some guys just want to leave as soon as there's a kid involved. Louis and I have talked about this all before. It's just so different when things really happen. 

I slowly opened my eyes, looking at the test. As I saw the plus sign on the test I felt Louis wrapping his arms back around me. He softly kissed my neck, "What does it say, love?"

I'm sort of shocked right now. I can't really fine the words to tell him. I can't help it. I just started crying. I can't believe this is all happening. i never thought at my age I would be married to one of my teachers and pregnant with their kid. This is a lot to deal with at my age. Especially with the fact that we've had to hide so much. We haven't even really told anyone about us being married yet and now we have this. I'm honestly not sure if I can deal with all this. 

He interrupted my thoughts but softly kissing my cheek before turning me around so I was looking at him. I can tell he's concerned. Probably since I'm still crying. He moved one of his hands up, caressing my cheek with his thumb. I'm sure he already knows what the test says without having to look at it. He lightly pecked my lips before taking the test out of my hand. I noticed him start to smile a little once he looked at it. He wrapped that arm around me, holding me close to him, "Everything will be fine, love. We can figure this all out."

I know he's right. I'm just so scared with everything now. I mean can we really do this. We're both still so young. I mean I know people younger than us have kids all the time but they're not the way we are. They haven't had to deal with some of the things that we've had to. 

He lent his head against mine as he continued caressing my cheek. I know he's trying to calm me down. Honestly it's starting to work. He always calms me down no matter how things are. 

I'm not sure how long we stayed like that. I eventually stopped crying. When he knew I was done crying he lightly pecked my lips, "Do you want to talk about things now, love?"

I just nodded. I haven't exactly been about to find any words since I looked at the test. I'm sure he knows that. He pulled away from me. I don't want him pulling away from me. I let out a small whine. Sort of like a child but I don't care right now. I noticed him started to smile a little as he reached over, grabbing my hands in his before leading me into our bedroom. He pulled me over to the bed. He sat down before moving me closer to him. I moved so that I was straddling him. I know I'm upset but I would rather be sitting with him like this. He wrapped his arms around me before lightly pecking my lips, "Are you sure you're ready to talk about this? You haven't really said anything since you looked at the test."

He is right about this. I haven't really said anything. I really need to say something. I nodded, "We need to talk about this."

He softly kissed my nose, "I hope you know I'm not going anywhere."