Secrets 3

Chapter 35

Allison's POV

I got up from the table as I mumbled, "I'm sorry."

I noticed Johannah have sort of a sad look as I walked out. I know I need to be with Louis right now. He shouldn't be so upset by himself. Things shouldn't have been like that either. It all should have waited for another time. I walked out of the house to find him sitting in the car with his head against the steering wheel. I know this all bothers him. Honestly it made me a little upset having to hear all that too. I quickly moved towards the car as I felt a cold gust of wind. It's starting to warm up as it gets closer to Summer but honestly there's still some colder days.

I got into the car as he moved his head away from the steering wheel. He reached over, cupping my cheek in his hand, "I'm so sorry for all this, babe."

"It's fine. Do you want to go back in there?"

He shook his head, "No. I don't want to hear any of that right now."

"Then let's go home."

He didn't say anything. He just gently pressed his lips against mine. I know he needs this kiss. I'm here whenever he needs that. I'm always here for him. He knows that though. He pulled away with a slight smile playing on his lips, "I love you so much."

I lightly pecked his lips, "I love you."

He smiled before pulling away from me and pulling out of their driveway. I reached over, intertwining our fingers. I know he's not happy about how things went. I'm not either. I'm sure we're going to be talking about this once we get back. Honestly this isn't something I want to be talking about before he has to leave tonight again. I just wanted to spend some time with him. Especially since I really don't want him to be leaving tonight.

It didn't take long for us to get home. We both stayed quiet. I'm fine with it. I know we're both upset about this. I'm just now as upset as him. He has every right to be though. He walked inside without really waiting for me. I sighed as I walked inside. I walked into the kitchen and grabbed a bottle of water before walking up to our bedroom. I'm sure that's exactly where he's at. I walked in and saw him sitting on the edge of our bed. I set my bottle down before moving over to the bed next to him. I moved some of his hair as I softly kissed his cheek, "Do you want to talk about all this, babe?"

"What is there to talk about, Allison? I made a fucking mistake and now I'm not going to hear the end of it."

What? He's never really talked to me like this before. Well his family hasn't caused problems like this before. They've kind of kept everything to themselves till now. It hurts hearing this from him. I shook my head, "It's a little late for this mistake then."

Before he could say anything I just walked out. I walked downstairs into our living room, sitting down on the couch. It's too late to be wanting to take anything back. We're married. I'm pregnant. I'm not going to have an abortion. Especially since I'm so far along now. Well not that far along but too far along to even think about it. I moved my hand down to my growing bump, running my hand over it. Our baby didn't ask for any of this. We both made this. One person can't just do this by their self. It didn't take me very long to hear some footsteps coming down the stairs. I know it's him. I heard him walk in before sitting down on the couch by me. He tried grabbing my hand but I moved it away, "Allison you know this isn't what I mean't."

I looked up at him, "I really don't know that."

"Babe, I would never regret anything with you. You're my everything."

"Then why are you saying you made a mistake?"

He sighed, "I probably shouldn't have started this before you graduated. I mean me not waiting has made this all a little harder on us. I don't regret it though. I'm happy I did it. I wouldn't take any of it back. Us getting married was the best day of my life. Not because I was getting married but because I married the most amazing girl in the world that I can't be without. The second best day of my life is going to be when our baby is born but there's one thing I'm not going to like about that day that's going to make me upset."