Secrets 3

Chapter 40

Louis' POV

I can't wait to get out of here. I just want to go pick up Allison so we can get to our house. I just want to be happy and spend some time with her. We still need to figure out some things. I mean we've sort of talked about somethings but not everything. We really need to figure it all out. I'm sure that we will. It's nothing bad that we need to figure out. They're all things that will make us happy.

I grabbed my bag, sliding some things into my bag so I can leave as soon as the bell rings. I really want to get out of here. I want to get my weekend started with Allison. Honestly I can't wait to be with her. She's kept me waiting for a few days. I'm not going to make her do anything but she usually wants it as much as I do. I'm sure she won't admit it but I'm fine with it. We both know how it is.

My thoughts got interrupted by the bell ringing. I grabbed my bag, walking out with my students. I want to get out of here while I can. The sooner I get out of here, the sooner Allison and I can get out of town. I know we're both not really happy here. The only reason we're happy is because we're here with each other.

I got to my car, throwing my bag in before getting in. It didn't take me very long to get home. I would hope not since we don't live that far away from the school. As I pulled into the parking lot I noticed Liam putting their suitcase into their car. I'm sure they want to get out of here as much as I do. I appreciate what they did for us though. They didn't have to. I got out of my car when He asked, "Are you two going back there tonight?"

I nodded, "We both like it better there."

"I can tell. You two don't have too much longer here."

"I know. It's just that we've been dealing with all this since we got together, it will be nice when we finally don't have to hide everything like this."

He nodded, "You two were defiantly made for each other. I'm sure if any other couple would have been through all that you two have to be together, they wouldn't be with each other anymore. I'm not even sure if Sophia and I would have made it through all that."

I just shook my head, "There were points when I didn't even know if we would make it through it. I would have understood if she wanted to leave."

"She loves you. I'm sure if she didn't she would have."

I looked down, "I feel so lucky that she's still with me."

"You have nothing to worry about anymore. You two are married now and have a kid on the way. She's not going anywhere."

I looked up at him, "I don't want her to stay because she feels like she has to. People get divorced after they have kids all the time."

He nodded, "I know but she's not going to go anywhere. She's proved it."

"One day she might just get tired of my shit and leave."

"You know she's not going to. With all the shit you two have gone through and she's still here just proves that."

I just nodded. I know he's right. We've gone through so much. We went through so much before we even got married. She still wanted to go through with it. Now she's pregnant with our child and still wants to be with me. I'm not used to this. I really can't imagine things without her anymore. I've never been this happy. I need her. I would just go back to my old ways without her. I mean even if we're apart for more than one day I start drinking like I used to. It was way worse then. That still doesn't change the fact that I drink when she's not around. It's the only thing that fills something inside me while she's away.

Neither of us said anything before I walked inside our house. I heard some talking coming from the living room. I noticed that one of the voices was Allison's I can't help but smile a little bit before walking in. She looked over and started to smile when she saw me. God she's so beautiful. I love being the reason behind her smile. It makes me feel like I'm not a complete monster. I've done so many wrong things in my life but being with her is defiantly not one of them. She's made my life so much better. For a little bit it was like I had no meaning. Now I do. I walked over towards the couch by her. She grabbed my hand, intertwining our fingers. I can't help but smile, "Are you ready to go, love?"