Body

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My body, my jail

Some bodies have life and

Are free, while mine is a

Cage


My soul is a bird in a cage

Of depression, watching

From afar as every one

Else is free, happy,

Own self love.


No matter how many

Times my cage door is

Open, my anxiety chains

Me down at the bottom

Of the cage.


As I realize where my

Soul resides, my thoughts

Become like the waves

Of a sea, powerful

And controlling as my

Soul sinks to the bottom.


As people yell shark,

I just float there, waiting.

I want to scream, and run

And cry for help, but my

Body just sits there, waiting

To crack open to let my

Soul pour out of this

useless carcass that's my

Body.


When I was just a soul,

I chose the wrong body,

A female body, that I would

Soon regret choosing as

My soul grew older, realizing

That I'm not me, and won't be

Until I work for self-love.


Self love was a thing all

Free people had, The key to

Be free, but no matter

How hard I tried, I never could

Get there, never achieved the

Dream, but maybe,

Just maybe,

I'll get there one day.



total word count: 182

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