I need attention too

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Angst and fuff.........

M-preg (warning)

Intro- Hyunbok Lee, is a 3 yr old cute baby who loves his dada's attention (felix) and  hyunjin who also wants attention along with a kakkmi who is not at all cuddly with Hyun....now how will felix handle all three of their mood swings and provide attention without hurting the other along with his work which he is not attending since a week only answering important calls and emails as CEO.

Hyunjin pov.
"Baby give me a hug....I didn't get it from morning" i whined at my husband who is feeding our baby "Hyun you are seeing I'm busy now right, just a min I'll get to  you". He denied it again "Baby you are telling that from so long....I need a hug too " "stop being stubborn Hyun...and come help hold the baby while I put the dishes back"
"You don't love me anymore" I complained "Yeah I don't so what now? Just come and hold Hyunbok" he didn't just tell that...fuck him, I ran out from there to my room not caring about his calls, tears already in my eyes as I sat down near bed..kakkmi was playing around. I just lied down on the ground pulling kakkmi near me snuggling in his fur but not even a minute in kakkami ran  out my arms and I whined "kakkmi-ah atleast you don't ignore papa please" i tried petting his hair but he again escaped "kakkmi you also don't love papa" I asked out in whisper "bark" and he seems agree to it as he ran out of the room.
The hidden tears falling out of my eyes as I silently sobbed in the room don't know for how long and not even once did my husband call for me making me cry harder.."...he re-all-y doe-sn't lo-ve me....any-more.." i wailed out in my room silently.

As the evening went down and night's moon lit up the dark sky, the room door opened "Hyunjin..the dinner is ready, i would appreciate if you would join us for dinner" he called me by my name, no petname...he really doesn't love me "I don't want to eat anything...I'm good you can have " i quietly said "are you sure, you didn't have anything properly from morning?" "Don't act like you care okay " I shouted angrily "Im not acting bub...you just ate a single toast in morning and half a bowl rice in afternoon. You are in this room from that time without any snacks aren't you hungry hyunnie?" He is being gentle, my heart warmed at his attention on me but.." No I'm not hungry so fucking leave felix.." shit i didn't wanted it to be that rude "lix-"  " save it Hyun.." *BANG* He just slammed the door on my face again tears flowed like river but i didn't dare to go behind him.

Morning

I got up to an empty bed pouting to the thought of being alone, I went outside to see if they were there but they were not in hall and Hyunbok's playroom was closed maybe they were in....to make up to my yesterday's words, I went to kitchen to cook food for  'baby bok' and 'dada bok'. Smiling to myself I cooked what I thought was best, it was a new recipe but  i craved for it so I made it....

After cooking I opened the door to see no one as panicked rushed in me the main door opened to a giggling duo and cute kakkmi, my heart melted at the sight.
"Where did you all go and what is this?"
"Oh we went on a walk and thought of buying some groceries too so we got it" felix smiled but his smile and eyes didn't held the warmth they always do "I wanted to come too.." "papa dada bok twld papa nwed rest so we went alowne"my baby replied cutely making me coo I bent down to give him a kiss and nose pinch but he ran away...why would they run away from me?......am I that bad.... nonetheless I was happy about my surprise breakfast so i "baby bok papa made food for you, come let's have" "bwt dada and i alrewdy had foowd" the answer stabbed directly in my heart "Hyun I got food for you too come have" felix called but i didn't care, I just got up and went to my baby and held his hand "baby bok is a good baby right, papa made brekkie for you so you will take a bite right?" "Noo~papa i alrewdy had, i down't wanna"...he tried to get out of my grip but not this time,I held his hand tightly not letting go and pleaded to have food"papa nwo...plwease" he started crying loudly, why though i didn't do anything wrong...."fuck Hyun you are hurting him, stop that " felix pulled his hand from mine glaring at me..."he is a kid Hyun you can't force him for god's sake"    " I was not forcing him, i just wanted you all to have food is it wrong?"
"No it's not but you hurt our baby Hyun what is wrong with you?"
"What is wrong with me, how the fuck are you asking me that" i screamed loudly making the baby cry more, his sobs hurt me so I tried to take him so I can calm him but felix pulled away "god how much more you wanna scare the poor boy".  "I aint scaring, let me take him i know I can handle him".  "He is crying like hell because of you, leave him please" felix pushed away my hands and slammed the main door taking the baby out. Fat tears fell off my eyes, I wanted to love too why no one understands me....I ran to our room snuggled inside the warm blankets holding the pillow and sobbing loudly.
When I hiccuped I started patting my head myself  "it's ok, hyunnie everything will be fine don't cry" caressing my own hair I slept off.

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