Hyunlix oneshots

I don't think you love me.

Third person pov

"You were hugging her lix..I saw with my own eyes. "

"when did I deny? I hugged her because she was crying".

"She was crying because you rejected her"

"And that's the reason, why I hugged her coz I was the reason she was crying"

"You were hugging the girl who told she loves you"

"Now what's wrong in it, why is being kind a problem now"

"You being kind is not the problem you giving her mixed signals is"

"Lol she knows I have a boyfriend and I love him and most importantly I was not sending mixed signals to her. Hugging someone does not mean that"

"Ofcourse it does it just means you will fuck her later just being good for now"

"Oh you wish i fuck her"

"Why you want to ?"

"I would rather fuck you infront of everyone than anyone else"

"Exactly fuck me infront of all and fuck her dark"

"How can you jump to that conclusion? You know I only love you"

"Well I doubt that"

"You didn't tell that after me doing so much for us"

"Well sad i did....coz I don't think you love me"
Hyunjin ended telling it so calmly as if he just did not hurt his boyfriend by that..as if he was stating facts than unsure words.

Felix had tears in his eyes with the way hyunjin was speaking,he did everything he could to keep their relationship healthy and loving. But his efforts were not acknowledged by the other broke his heart. He knew he did not mean that it was in heat of moment but it did hurt despite the fact.

To not make things more hurting, he took his bag from couch and left their home.

Only when the door closed with a loud bang hyunjin realised what he said. His eyes sting with tears and his heart broke at the thought of how much he hurt his boyfriend. Without wasting anymore time hyunjin went to his room to take his bag and follow his boyfriend.

Hyunjin first went to their university thinking he would be there as felix practices taekwondo when he is angry, but he did not find him there he looked everywhere but could not find him.

Hyunjin started crying at the thought of felix not returning home, at the thought of felix leaving him for how he hurt the boy .
Hyunjin was always like that a loose mouth, to win an argument or to prove his point he would use harsh words which leaves the other speechless he had no control over it, he would not mean what he told- but it would always be too late to say sorry.
And that is the reason the boy does not have any friends. For him Felix is everything his friend,his love, his safe place, his family, his all. But still he could not control himself when it came to his jealousy.

He worked on it to control his tongue and he was improving too but when it came to jealousy with lix all the efforts of controlling his tongue would fly from the window and end up like today. But was worst he told his boy, does not love him when he clearly knows how much Felix does.

(Past.)

"Baby I don't like us being so away from each other we get so less time to spend..I want to spend time with you but with your night shifts we can't"
hyunjin spoke with tears streaming down his face. He did not see felix for 2days, he could now see him by skipping his classes and arriving to lix' s college with food for him but to meet him he had to wait 2hrs in hot sun.