Was he ever Mine? (Completed)

the trip

                         
As we went inside everyone had already arrived the rooms were given as per the partners like we always did.
When I went in first had already went inside the room with his luggage i followed him inside
"Right side u left side me" he looked at me for my answer after he said that
I just nodded my head without saying a word
We both left the room to stay in the hall where everyone was either gossiping scrolling through phone or doing some random funny things i decided to go and sit beside Neo who was obviously with people who were joking...

The whole day i had no conversation with first nor i started a one
I was in the room right now scrolling through Instagram "khaothung?"
I looked at first who just called out my name "the food is ready come on" he said that with a smile and went out

The smile...the smile was too normal normal like we always did but was everything normal between us?...he was confusing me the more i am being with him the more he seemed confusing

I went out and took a chair to sit hoping first would sit beside me but he didn't he went and sat in the chair that was infront of me it was not surprising cause before this day he had done this many times which clearly indicates that it doesn't really makes him feel excited to be close to me
The whole dinner was people talking and making fun of eachother
No one was surprised that me and first were not interested in the talks because that's how we were we didn't really liked socializing a lot..even with close people we talked really less
We were just comfortable with eachother it was like our little world and nothing else matters but i ruined it i ruined our little world in just few seconds....
I got up and was about to go to my room
When P'Mix called out my name making me look behind "don't go inside and sleep we are having a camp fire join us"
I just nodded with a smile
I knew how by now everyone had noticed some changes between me and first but no one asked anything everyone knew i wasn't really goofy with anyone like I was with first so I don't think we not talking had gone unnoticed by them....

                         .....tbc.....
                     Author's note
I'm thinking of making first pov too so that we can know both side of the story 🐥
Sorry this part is too short 😕