Was he ever Mine? (Completed)

awkward

I looked at myself in the mirror puffed eyes and my miserable look was killing me. did i deserve this?, All i wanted was to be loved by him, was it my mistake?
"P' *knock knock* are u inside?" I heard Sara's voice "y-yea 5 mins" i replied.

Today pa had operation. I hope the surgery is successful and he get back better and...and First leaves from my eye sight forever, so I can forget him forever
I washed my face by flashing water on it for 3 to 4 times before going out
I went out to find Mark looking at me and then his mom
"Where papa?" He asked trying his best to join words and ask his mother
His mother looked at him before sitting in front of him, combing his hair with her hands "he's with his pa"she replied smiling at him
He looked at me and neo who was sitting on the couch "who?" He asked pointing at us
Sara pointed towards me and said "he is someone important to your papa" I looked at Sara in disbelief but Mark his eyes lit up and he smiled looking at me which made me aww he loved first too much
"and that's neo"
"Yo why did u introduced me just neo?"
Looks like they both already became friends when i went out yesterday
"Because... because i don't know"
She said while running inside the bathroom with mark
leaving us wondering behind
"Yo First's friend is crazy" he said putting his hands on my shoulders
I laughed at his statement, i mean he wasn't lying

We head inside the hospital leaving mark and neo in the house as it wasn't a great plan to take a child to a hospital daily and neo because atleast one person should be home with a child

As we head inside we saw mae and first sitting on the chair
"Are we late?" Sara asked with seriousness in her voice, so this girl can be serious
"No, pa just went inside the operation theatre" I went and sat beside mae while holding her hand and nodding my head towards her to give her assurance
I don't even know, how many hours it took but then doctor came out
"the operation was successfully but he is sleeping right now, you'll can meet him after few hours" and left us
"Khao" i turned around to see my mother standing "is he ok now?" she asked i nodded "the operation was successfully he is resting right now"
"Ohh that's great im sorry I was la-" she stopped in the middle of the sentence when she looked behind me shocked
"First?..." She walked towards him while cupping his face "ohh kid your back" she said while wrapping her arms around him tightly, i didn't inform mom about him coming back because I didn't knew how i was gonna tell her about Mark and Sara
She broke her hug and looked at the girl beside him and then again at First
"Sh-she's my- "
I spoke in between when i saw him struggling
"Mom, u should meet mark he is a great kid you'll love him "
"Who are u talking about khaothung?"
"First's kid he's just like him"
I looked at my mom's reaction she had a unreadable expressions but then she turned towards First and then looked at Sara
"Im-i-"  my mom had no words to speak

I could see First was trying his best to convince everyone he has moved on by introducing Mark and Sara but he didn't knew Sara told me the truth and i played along that i never knew

"Mom u should meet mark, he'll love his grandmother"
She just nodded her head at First's words
First turned towards mae "mae I'll leave u at my place, u should re-"
"Khaothung, can u please take me at your place? I really need to rest" she cut him off
I felt sad for him, everyone was disappointed in him specially his mom and dad
I nodded at her statement

We sat in the car before I started driving
"Mae, don't do these to him, he has suffered too"
"Yea suffered too much that now he has a child and a wife?"
"It called moving on mae and it's not his fault he moved on right?"
"But why did he ran away in the first place, if he didn't ran away how happy everyone would have been did u look at your mom, how disappointed and sad she looked, I didn't even had a courage to look at her"
I looked at mae knowing I can never win an argument with her so I just signed and started driving

We went inside the house and saw neo and Mark sleeping cuddling eachother "this neo has shared his addiction of sleeping with mark too now"
We both laughed at the scenerio
"U can use my room mae"
" khao I'm sor-"
"Mae sleeppppp" I said in a playful manner making her lay down on the bed "if u need anything, wake neo up ok?" she simply nodded her head in agreement...

Tbc.
Author's note
I took a day off at my college today so two chapters in one day
Hope u like it
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