Was he ever Mine? (Completed)

love comes with risks

Khaotung's pov:
I had the best day in my life.
if this wasn't love them what was?
The way he never said he loved me but i always felt loved around him was the best way someone has ever made me feel
Right now we were sitting on the same place where we were dancing before,
The water gently hitting us, i had my head placed on his chest as I was sitting between his leg looking at the view, his head resting on my head and hands wrapped around me
Ohh how I wish this time doesn't pass, how I was thinking i wanted to spend the rest of my life with this man

"Khao..."i hummed in response while still feeling the air, closing my eyes
"Are u hungry? "
"How do u know?"
"Your stomach growled so loud, I guess if there were people here they would have heard it too"
I turned back to look at him and gave him a laugh before saying
"Let's eat"
As we got up, he went near a tent that was build not so far from where we were sitting
"This is for us?" I asked him surprised
"Ofc, it took a lot of time to figure out how to build this" he said while laughing
I looked in front of me
"It's beautiful" i whispered
"U liked it?"
"I loved it, First thank you"
He came infront of me, looked into eyes while holding my hands "THANK YOU, thankyou for everything u did for me,
thankyou for not leaving even after knowing how my overthinking takes over me, thankyou for asking for a chance, thankyou for showing me what love is, thankyou for loving me.
He paused for a moment before continuing in a whispered voice
"I LOVE YOU"
My eyes widened to his words
"What did u said?"
"I LOVE YOU, KHAOTHUNG THANAWAT, I love u"
I broke down, the tears weren't stopping
The words i heard all the time as friends but never once after our relationship were finally heard
"Khao, your crying" he wiped my tears with his thumb while cupping my face "did I do something wrong? I'm sorry im-"
I hugged him, the panic on his face was clearly visible
"I love u too" i whispered in his ears
"Bu-" I cut him off
"Shh, u did nothing wrong, this is the first time u admited u love me after we start as boyfriends
I could feel his hug tightened
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry I could never express myself i-"
"Shhh, I told u did nothing wrong, even though u never said it i always felt loved with you and I'm really thankful for that"
We broke the hug as i looked at him in his eyes before asking "let's eat?"
He nodded giving me a bright smile

We were enjoying the food while talking to each other
when my phone rang
"P'somsom?"
"Huh? Why is she calling?" I looked at First
"I have no idea, pick it up"
"Hel-"
"Khao, where are u both? do u guys realise what's happening?
"P, what happened? calm down for a moment"
I could feel the panic in her voice.
I gave First a worried look and he asked me to keep the phone on speaker
"P it's me First, is everything ok?"
"First, u guys should check Twitter and come back home asap"
She said that, making us more confused
We ended the call and looked into our Twitter account
As we saw the news our eyes were left wide open

'KHAOTUNG THANAWAT and FIRST KANAPHAN were found on a date on the beach'
With a photo of us of the time we were dancing

I was scared, not because I was thinking about our career or anything but because i could see the tears in First's eyes, he was scared and panicked already i could feel his heart beating loudly
I shut my phone off and cupped his face making him look at me
"It's ok I told u I'll handle it and i mean it, Don't worry" I said that wiping his tears
"Khao, i ruined everything i should have not- "
"Shh, I don't regret this date" I said looking at him
"I should have been careful, i tried something for the first time and i ruined everythi-"
I knew he was overthinking again so I just hold him tightly in my arms trying to make him feel secure
"Everything will be ok, I'll fix everything..."
It didn't stop him from busting into tears
while our phones were ringing one after another, so we switched them off
"Let's go home" he said while getting up from his place and moving where our car was, i got up following him
The whole ride was silent

We entered the house silently, as he was heading inside the bedroom room i called him "First" he turned back to look at me "I love u ok, no matter what happens tomorrow, always remember one thing, I love u"
His eyes were filled with tears which he tried to stop by closing his eyes and nodding his head up and down

I changed my clothes and went inside the room to find First laying on the bed staring at the ceiling
I went and layed beside him hugging him "don't think too much, everything is ok" I said while kissing his forehead and sleeping while stroking his back, while he snuggle into my arms
After a while First slept, i slowly went out of the room switched on my phone and called a number
"Hello p'somsom, don't interfere First in this matter, I'll handle it myself...."

Tbc.
Author's note:
This looked great in my head 😕
Few chapters and this story will end, I hope I don't ruin it in the last few chapters 🤧