Four - A Soulmate Story

New Experiences and Impatience

The next morning, I woke up in a state of dysphoria. I had barely managed to sleep throughout the night, as I felt like I was experiencing a heart attack. My hands were sweating and my face stained a salmon pink, my heart felt like it was exploding and an odd tingling feeling raced around my stomach. It was like nothing I could even refer it to. Rubatosis mongered inside my brain as I grew more and more uneasy about my unsteady heart pace.

"Mila.. you alright?" My eyes shot up and met his, I was in the foetal position on his lap. "Can we stay home..? I didn't sleep well." He grazed his hand over my figure and bent down to kiss me lightly. "Of course we can.. why were you up so late, I noticed you were a bit restless." The shutters finally broke and my eyes lay back to rest as I presumably drifted back to sleep. A few hours later, I was awakened by the strong smell of Skyve's favourite cologne.
The room was dimly lit and I slowly began to open my eyes once again. Someone climbed back onto the bed as I arose from the soft sheets.

His lukewarm touch brushed down my arm. "Good morning Mi, or should I say good afternoon?"  He spoke gruffly, as if he'd just swallowed something quickly. I squeezed out a small yelp from staying still for an extended period, as I tried to move myself onto his lap.  "Mmm.." I groaned softly, weary from my tiredness still overlapping all my thoughts. He pulled me up to face him by my chin. He kissed me but suddenly, I felt my mouth opening, I don't know why I did this. Taking me by surprise in the process, he stuck his long tongue into my mouth, filling me with an odd feeling of pleasure meanwhile.

In his arms, I creeped lower down, just begging for him to shove his tongue down my throat. I was obsessed with this new, strange experience but with Skyve I knew everything was okay. It ended and we parted lips as he licked his lips. I wiped away his drool from my under mouth as he smiled at me .

"Can we stop with this whole baby steps thing?" I looked up at him, I'm sure from his perspective I was just a defenceless, weak girl, begging for sex. But I wasn't that, and I never was that. "Just one more day, you haven't even seen my d*** yet love, you've accidentally sat on it too many times to count though." My eyes widened thinking about the day before. "So that hard thing wasn't your belt…" I stared into the satin sheets with disbelief towards the topic.

"Yeah, my e**ct p*nis, if I'm being honest with you." I actually knew what this meant from biology animal studies, which shocked Skyve. "I just.. I feel tired of being left in the dark about this stuff anymore Skyve, I wanna understand you and Xander's jokes, I wanna be able to be romantic. I wanna do sexual stuff, whether it's actual sex or not. I just want to experience it all."

There was a long pause at this point while I contemplated what to say next. "I wanna experience it all with you…" He lifted up his neck slightly and mimed towards it, just before I lent in even further, he stopped me. "Kiss it and latch onto it, don't let go for a few minutes. If you want I can give you one after." His wish was my command. I pushed myself close to his chest, continuously planting my lips on his neck as he shuffled me back and forth on his lap. I felt something underneath me, but dismissed it as him just doing something. Until suddenly I had to let go.

"Ah-" I quietly groaned, completely exhausted but wanting more. "Good girl." He cupped my face. "If you're ever feeling uncomfortable about something I'm doing, tell me, I'll stop immediately, I don't want to push your boundaries. I respect you more than that." He went in for my neck, it felt so pleasing. I finally felt fully loved. I went back to that movement he was doing with my hips before because it felt good, like my area was brushing against something. "Am I doing it right?" I quietly muttered into his ear, rubbing his hair with the tips of my fingers.

"Mm.. yeah love." He groaned like I had done before, presumably from the pleasure of it all. He gently let go of his grasp on my neck. "Right we can try that with less clothes on or you wanna try something else?" I read over my decisions in my void of a mind, wondering what I truly desired. "I mean I don't really care, but you said yourself that I've not seen it. I'd kinda like to do that if that's okay." I heard a zipper sound.

However, before taking it out he stopped to hug me. "Just so you know, they aren't exactly meant to be the prettiest thing, and I'm really hard right now so it's even worse." I nodded and pushed my hips into his crotch area, on his hand meanwhile as well. He started to massage me down low, I didn't know what it was but I enjoyed it. I moaned softly as I lent further into his chest, he quickened his pace.

This feeling was so strange and unusual for me. I had never felt anything like it before, and my mouth quivered as I tried to stop the repetitive sounds which I thought would put him off. "You know, it's not wrong for you to make noise, it's normal, just don't fake it." That night we experimented even more with each other's bodies. I loved every impure second of it and every pure one too, it just felt so right, it felt so easy. I eagerly looked forward to the next day.

But first, we had school.