To you, who changed (A Short Series Of Poems)

"When things go on"

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Days, months, would you really keep this up 'til a year passes by?
Just yesterday you were my friend, now, you won't even look me in the eye.
Your actions truly confuses me,
I see your eyes, yet you distance yourself like I'm someone you have to flee.

Was I ever really your friend?
How fast you've cut all our ties, my mind can't comprehend.
Did I delude myself into thinking you were my friend?
When in fact all that it really were was play-pretend?

I remember telling you how important friendships were to me,
Never did I let go any of my best friends so easily.
But at this point, is hanging on to you really the right choice?
When you seem like you can't even stand to hear my own voice?

Oh, how cruel you are to just throw away that years of friendship?
Oh, my bad. I forgot to ask, did you even wanted to have that friendship?
I'll make this clear, friendship was all I ever offered to you.
Yet, the way you currently act made me question if you thought it has some kind of curse too.

I hate the fact that its so simple for you to just ignore me,
I hated even more the fact that it took me weeks to just let you be.
Just like how fast our friendship started,
Oh, how quickly it also ended.

Months may have passed by,
I'm still here, left wondering why.
Of all the things I've understood about you,
Never have I ever thought that I'd dislike them too.

Still, I can't help but ask, just what did I do wrong?
What did I do that pushed you to ignore me for too long?
Was it really me who was the problem?
Or should I expect that it's something more solemn?

For how long do expect me to wait for you?
Not even know if it was I that hurt you.
There is another problem, no?
The real reason? I might never get the chance to know.

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