"Never more"

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Never once have I been this angry,
But seeing you act as though nothing happened just infuriates me.
Could a person really be this cruel?
The way you disregard me makes my anger much more fueled.

Please, will you just tell me how you feel?
Does casting me aside really was your will?
Have you ever even considered me your friend,
If so, how could you let our friendship easily end?

Day and night I find myself asking,
The things I could do and how your actions were so confusing.
You push and pull as if you were some kind of magnet,
Stare, talk, then right after, you flee as though to escape to some other planet.

Can't you feel how confused you're making me?
Right after I told myself that I'll finally let you be.
You talk to me as if nothing ever happened,
Then flee once again, implying that something really did happen.

Please, do tell me, just what did I do so wrong?
If you were angry, can't you just stay away from me?
Or if you want to talk, then tell me, so I would finally know what's bothering you for so long.
Open your eyes and look around, please, see.

Is it me who's hurting you?
Or are there other things too?
Leaving things unresolved will lead you nowhere,
Escaping from your problems will just create heavier burdens for you to bear.

Never more should you hide away from me,
I've told you, I can and will happily set you free.
If you want nothing to do with me, just say so and I'll let you be.
Stop running away and making me think I'm someone one had to flee.

But never more should I let myself be burdened by the thoughts of you,
I've clearly done my part, I just hope that eventually, you would too.
I never even noticed how I sacrificed my time,
My mind, my heart, all things that were once perfectly fine.

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