Finding Love!

I am sorry Mom!

V v v v important authors note at the end. Do read it.Xx
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You have to get hurt in order to learn. The strongest people out there, the ones who you see laughing the hardest with a huge genuine smile on their face, those are the ones who have fought the ugliest and the toughest battles.

How?

It's really simple.

They know they have this one life. And they surely don't want to spend it regretting, questioning and hating themselves for the chances that they didn't take. They have decided long ago that they are not going to let anything hold them down. They are going to be brave. They will believe in themselves. They will take risks. They will LIVE and not just exist.

But why? Why do they choose to do this when they can easily give up and get over with it?

Because they want to make themselves proud, proud of what they have become...

The sudden blaring of my phone caused me to open my eyes and put a brake to my running mind. I took out my phone and the name flashing on the screen caused me to frown. I quickly composed myself, rubbing away the tears that have escaped, and attended the call cheerfully.

"And to what do I owe this pleasure amigo?"

"Very funny El."

"Tell me something I don't know Tommy boy." I replied while getting up and rearranging the flowers on the ground one last time.

"Call me that one more time shortcake and you can forget that I exist."

Hearing his same old annoyed reply caused me to burst out laughing. Some things never change I guess, I thought to myself.

"Calm down grumpy." I retorted while still smiling to myself. "Why did you call by the way?"

"You see it's Monday tomorrow and it will be your first working day so ummm I just wanted to know that are you going to work from the office or from my place?" He hesitantly questioned.

"That's a really weird question but yeah from your place. Why?"

"Great! That's great. See you tomorrow at 10 then." And with that he hung up. Weird.

I sighed and tucked my phone in the back pocket of my jeans while kneeling down again and running my fingers over the carvings. "I am sorry mom. Please forgive me." I whispered and left.

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Spending the night tossing and turning was quickly becoming an unusual habit of mine and hence I wasn't able to sleep a wink last night.

Grunting, I pulled of the warm and cozy sheets and dragged my feet towards the bathroom. It's gonna be a long day, I thought while closing the door behind me.

I was standing semi naked in front of my closet when Sarah entered my room while holding a tray full of mouth watering breakfast and as on cue, my stomach growled.

"I knew you would be hungry but not this much!" She said while emphasising on the word this, causing blood to rush to my cheeks. "And there's that famous blush of yours." Sarah pointed out with a smirk on her face.

"Oh shut up S!" I retorted while digging into those heavenly chocolate chip pancakes.

"You are welcome pig!"

My mouth was too full to even form a reply so I just dismissed her with a wave of my hand, earning her signature eye roll in return. Sarah is an amazing cook. She has been cooking since she was 8, following in her mothers footsteps but trust me, she cooks even better than her mom.

"Find me something to wear S. I can't decide."

Without complaining, she skipped towards my wardrobe and started assaulting it. After five minutes or so she appeared in front of me with a huge grin on her face. I raised my eyebrow at her behaviour, encouraging her to show me what she picked.

She placed a navy blue sleeveless top on the bed and paired it with my lacy off white shorts. This was followed by the basic accessories such as the brown sling bag with a huge bow on its front and my navy blue pumps with a faun cute bow at the back.

"Love it!" And with that I picked up the things and ran towards the bathroom to change. After changing, I finished my look by applying eye liner, a swipe of mascara and my strawberry flavoured lip gloss. My hair were naturally straight so I just tied them up in a messy pony tail to give a proper but improper look.

"I am leaving S. Wish me luck. And don't wait for me, I will be late." I yelled while grabbing my keys and phone from the night stand and walking towards the main door.

"You don't need luck babe. You will rock as always."
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A/N:
Hey guys! I know its more than a year since I last updated and I am really really sorry for that.
My vacations have begun so I will try to update as soon as I can.
And lastly, I no longer have an editor and English is my second language so the chapters will pretty much suck and I am sorry for that before hand.
If anyone of you are willing to be my editor, send me a personal message without any hesitation.

Love you all.Xxx