Lowkey, Wifey | Jenlisa (Book 2)

11 - club night

- Jennie's POV -

I grabbed the door handle and stepped into the club, making my way to the bar area immediately. "Wow! Surprisingly on time!" Rosé's eyes met mine and i gave in for a quick hug before sitting down next to her. "Really thought i would come here late even though i invited you?" I looked at her in disbelief.

"You know, the fashion industry is quite a rough job to find free time so who knows." She admitted, taking a sip from her glass. "If i rule my team than free time is no problem." I confidently spoke back, waving the bartender over.

"One martini please." I politely asked, absorbing him start to mix the drink. "Well. What have you gotten yourself into again?" I heard Rosé ask. "What are you coming at me for? I just wanted to hang out. That's a crime now?"

"Your offended attitude makes it even clearer that something is up so what's wrong? Back then we used to talk about everything, even the relationship problems."

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"The excitement spark, the loving feeling is just fading so rapidly now. Even just a month ago i was actually happy to finally be done with whatever i was doing and go home to meet Adam. What has changed? Nothing! Yet my body, mind and even my heart is acting so weird towards his presence." I explained myself further, holding back the burst of emotions.

"Look at it from a different angle perhaps. Is Adam doing enough for your relationship? Date nights, gifts, any type of surprises to keep this spark going?" She questioned, my eyes drifting off hers as i finished my fourth glass of liquor.

"I mean, my schedule is what it is yet i have the ability to flex it however i need it most of the time but he genuinely has not showed any interest to use this opportunity to spend moments in a more romantic atmosphere." I confessed. "You know, it's quite obvious that the feelings you are getting is from the lack of effort in the relationship. Honestly, this type of problem shouldn't be so affecting towards you if the love is there but then again, overtime it makes you question everything if you're aren't feeling this love from your partner."

I could feel as Rosé's words were taking a part in my mind. Especially referring to the fact that this shouldn't be affecting me so much if my love for him is there. But to be honest, can i call it love? The whole marriage was an extremely rushed thing and i couldn't quite get the chance to ease into the relationship itself. Let alone marriage? That should have been a thought out decision.

And to mention Lisa.. I wasn't brave enough to push out anything that has happened between us or what type of memories i am being washed over with. Rosé is one of my closest friend and venting to each other is something that hasn't changed in any way but after the years, there is a slight shift in trust from my side.

Over the hour my glasses were forming into shots and the alcohol was seeping through my blood so smoothly that it almost felt like heaven. No desire to take a break or stop.

"I swear to god, the happy feeling never gets old when we're just together." I mumbled out, taking a look at Rosé that was bearing the stingy sensation from her shot. "I can say the same to you, love. Our friendship never fails us." She placed a new shot in front of me, waiting until i cheer her as i did immediately and we downed the liquor.

I continued to absorb her though, Rosé soon enough noticing it. My eyes glancing down to her lips that plastered a smile towards me. "My eyes are up here, Jen." She spoke out. "If only we both weren't married." I replied back, slipping a laugh out. "Technically i'm not married yet, only engaged."