- Lisa's POV -
-- The Next Day --
I kept fiddling with my phone in hand, staring at the blank ceiling and now and then taking a glance at the view out my window. Relaxation hitting in even more every time i scanned the bright moon, another snowy night that builds the inches of snow on the ground deeper.
My calm state was cut short immediately though as the sound of my doorbell went off. I no mindset of even getting up yet the sound continued on and on so i frustratingly pushed myself up, slowly making my way to the door.
"Couldn't be more annoy-" My body froze in place, only my eyes scanning her appearance in shock from how under dressed and soaked from the snow she is. "Can i please come in?" Her shivering voice spoke out so i stepped aside and opened the door further.
"Are you alone?" Jennie asked, clutching her own arms so hardly to keep herself warm. "Yes. Yes, i am. What happened? Why are you so bare? Let me get you a blanket!"
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I flipped through my hoodie hangers, finding the biggest and warmest one before walking out the closet, bringing over to Jennie that was sat on my bed. "Put this on. The blanket isn't doing any good anymore as it's soaked by now, it's just making it worse." I handed the hoodie over, taking the blanket away.
I absorbed her trying to find the right way to put it on and i took the time to scan across her arms, the bruises seeming to only be on that one arm. "Are you okay? Any warmer?" I carefully sat down next to her whilst asking. "I'm fine. Your room is already hot so i feel fine now." She let out a chuckle, my lips even forming a smile from that.
"Jennie, why did you do that to yourself? Walking all the way here without anything else covering your body but pants and a shirt." I decided to finally question, completely lost with her action. "Adam was still up so i couldn't make any noises with getting proper clothes on."
"Wait, you snuck out of your own house?" I asked in disbelief as she just nodded in a yes. "And you came here? Why, Jennie? I'm certain you're on the edge of getting hypothermia right now if not a cold." I pushed out a light laugh to break the seriousness apart.
"I wanted to come here. I need to apologize, i need to explain everything. I need to-" I broke her confession off by gently caressing her cheek, making her look me deep in my eyes. "Jennie, you do not need to apologize for anything or explain. Exactly like you said it to me just yesterday, we're leaving everything in the past." I gave her a soft smile.
"No, listen." She grabbed my hand, taking it away yet laying it down on her thigh. "When Rosé called today and explained what you told her yesterday, it was my last straw to just finally stop myself from holding back and facing you again." She began, intertwining her fingers with mine.
"I am slightly mad at you that you took your assumption of what you saw so far and told her because none of it was true. Adam or the relationship is not abusive. He isn't like that, most definitely not physically." Jennie continued, my inner worry taking a notch down.
(Trigger Warning!)
"But then.. Jennie, who did you get this stuff from?" I purposely slowly pulled the sleeve up so she had time to stop me which she decided not to so i carefully caressed the cuts with my thumb. "I did it." Ever so quietly i heard her reply, her head tilting down.
"Jennie, no. Why did you do that? Please, tell me what's going on. It's- no, please. Are you doubting something?" I tried my best to stay as calm as possible to avoid her getting anxious. "Lisa, it was dumb. I was fucking dumb! I completely broke down in the middle of the night and to be honest i don't remember anything from it. That's where the bruises appeared within the same period."
"Okay. Alright. I understand. I'm not gonna bother you about that anymore but just please do not hurt yourself like that ever again. Call me, text me if you're in a bad mindset but do not and i beg you, don't decide on something like this ever again. This isn't a choice, it should never be."
"Lisa, i'm sorry. I was so lost for who i even was and to hear what Rosé confessed to me on what you had said to her about me and then her starting to attack me. I just needed isolation. I tried to fix myself. How i act and view the world. Listen, i was so desperate for you in this isolation. I purely made myself go through it in hopes to forget we ever reunited. Lisa, i wanted you out of my fucking head but as i was forcing you out of it, you traveled to my heart and to control your own feelings, it's nearly impossible so i genuinely gave up and sadly enough, here i am now."
I only now had caught myself just smiling whilst she spoke, my mind and heart being so moved from her confessions. "If i have to be honest, if we never reunited, nothing like this would have happened but can't turn back time anymore, can we?" I chuckled out, bringing a smile to her face. "As much as i am still an asshole for messing around with someone whilst being married, you too had no hesitation to give in at the end."
"Jennie, let's not talk about it. I was too harsh against Rosé and you but i don't know, your so free and open acting made me believe you're just having fun. Trying to get a little hype in life." I tried to admit it with playfulness. "Listen, i was even believing that myself. At most i never had an intention to completely lose it and end up in bed with someone but you.. it's just- it's different with you. You make me- Lisa-" Her hands went up to her face, trying to hold back the tears.
"Okay, no. Let's stop, let's not explain ourselves anymore. As long as we are settled and you aren't freezing your ass out in the cold." I took her hands away, wanting to see her face again. "But i should go. Juliet is probably gonna be back soon and that's the worst thing for her to see, us together." She released my hands, standing off the bed and ready to head for the door.
"Jennie, my hoodie." I spoke out, making her stop and turn back around. She pulled it over her head, walking back over and reaching it out for me to take. "I honestly came here for a reason. Not to explain myself or apologize." I grabbed the clothing yet she continued to keep the hold on it.
"And i honestly don't want you to go because Juliet isn't returning." I pulled myself on my knees, coming closer to her. She finally released the hoodie and i put it aside. I grabbed the end of her shirt, helping her pull it over her head. My hands grasped her waist, staring right up at her in desire.
Her lips formed a smile, gently grabbing my face, leaning down and pressing her lips right on mine.
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Lowkey, Wifey | Jenlisa (Book 2)
Fanfiction8 years after a break up makes you believe that you'd be over it, right? That's not the case for Jennie and Lisa as they try their hardest to hold back the love that comes flooding back to them. Is any of them gonna be able to finally move on or is...
