Solstice Esmeray is a 16 year old, whom has known the triplets her whole life. Matt and Solstice are especially close. When Solstice randomly starts acting weird around Matt, he cant help but wonder why.
The most important question is, will he find...
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Matts pov Not having solstice by my side is the worst thing I could ever experience, not only romantically but platonically and emotionally shes been my best friend since we were five, and shes throwing all of that a way because of a small kiss.
I get she's pissed and that I shouldnt have kissed that girl but shes throwing away our whole friendship because of that, we could've easily talked about it or just told one another that we're not interested anymore.
I grabbed my phone and posted something on instagram.
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3,672,387 likes matthew.sturniolo we could at least talk about it 🤷
user oh??
nicolassturniolo y'all havent filled me in yet, maybe that should change ❤️❤️
User idk how I feel ab this
user im a bit concerned and confused..
christopher.sturniolo leave her alone for a bit and wait till shes ready to talk \ User chris rlly be speaking facts
user88 help idk whats going on
User did I miss smth?? \ User u missed a page \ user she missed a chapter \ User she fr missed a whole ass book
user SOLSTICE HASNT SAID ANYTHING??
user WAS RHIS DIRECTED TO SOLSTICE??
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Fuck, I feel like shit now. My hand found its way to my wrist and started pinching, hard.
Ive been pinching for a while now, and I cant feel anything, I feel blank and empty- no, I feel numb. I kept pinching along my wrist, finding different spaces that I havent already pinched.
Chris opened the door, making me jump, I pulled my hand away from my wrist and hid my wrist. "Mom made dinner, you hungry? Sike thats a trick question, lets go eat." He walked over to my and dragged my downstairs, his hand gripping my wrist. Resulting in me wincing.
Chris immediately moved his hand away from my wrist and looked at me, stopping in the middle of the stairs. "Matt whats wrong?" He carefully moved his hand up to my elbow to try and look. I pulled back and stepped away, "Nothing chris. Lets go eat." I hurried downstairs, leaving chris confused and alone.
Time skip
After dinner I ran upstairs and let the tears flow, the tears that have been waiting all dinner finally flow. I let out all the sorrow and guilt thats been waiting, shit I cant do this.
I huddled under my blankets and started pinching again, even harder this time. The pain silences my head from its overloading thoughts, until the pain the thoughts have a disgusting grip on me, holding me like im their only way to live. Because I am.
Time skip
I woke up and it was still dark outside, I grabbed my phone and saw a couple missed texts, I checked the time and it read 7pm. Ive slept for two fucking days, two fucking days! I grabbed my pillow and screamed into it.
I grabbed my phone and checked who the texts were from, there was unknown numbers and some texts from my brothers. Chris was asking where I was and nick wanted to know when we could film next.
I audibly groaned and stuffed my face back in my pillow. The soft fabric comforting my puffy skin.
My eyes were puffy and bloodshot from my crying, my wrist was in aching pains. I looked down and saw bruises surrounding my wrist, almost flooding with bruises. They were very much visible.
My life is shit because of solstice!
No, not solstice. Because of fucking me.
A/N haha... I srsly cant with the depressed chapters or ill cry and bc im lowkey shit at writing sad things 😍😍
