~ He knows... ~

Thanksgiving dinner.

(Lets pretend the emseray and sturniolo families are good friends and its thanksgiving day)

Solstice's pov

My mum walked into my room, she stood by the door and said "Get up, get dressed. We're going to the sturniolos house for thanksgiving dinner! Ive missed marylou so much!" She smiled and gleefully walked down the stairs, still with a huge grin on her face.

"Damnit." I huffed knowing id have to see matt, even after what that shithead did.

I got a shower and only put some makeup on, as always, just concealer mascara and lipgloss. I curled my hair and brush through the curls, taming them just a bit.

I grabbed a red short dress that cuts off just above my knee. I also grabbed white converse, having no other shoes.

I walked downstairs and waited at the door for my family to finish, "Oh, solstice just go ahead to their house. We'll meet you there!" My mum shooed me off. I grabbed my keys and left to my car.

I stopped in their drivewave, also cutting off the music. The silence over bearing and letting my thoughts wonder, what if matt hates me, what if he has no remorse, what if he invited that girl. I cut myself off and repeated "Theres a million what ifs, theres a million what ifs." Finally being both mentally and emotionally prepared to see the beholder of my broken heart.

I stepped out of my car and walked into the house. I was immediately greeted by marylou "Solstice! You havent been over in what seems like years! Where your mum?" She asked, glancing behind me in search for my family.

"She was finishing up dessert so she shooed me off." I smiled, she laughed and said "Go on, go hang out with the triplets. They're waiting in nicks room." She walked to the kitchen.

I hung my purse on the coat rack, took off my shoes and walked to nicks room.

My heart racing, my thoughts racing. I tried to speed walk to nicks room, forcing myself silence my thoughts.

I opened nicks door and saw only nick and chris. I let out a big breath of relief and laid down on the floor.

"Whats your mom making for dessert?" Nick asked, looking down at me. "I would tell you if I knew," I huffed. Chris rolled his eyes before saying "Matts in his room." My cheeks heated up at just his name, shit. Despite what he did I was still so whipped.

"Okay?" I played it cool, acting as I didnt just have a mental war with myself. "Do you want us to get him?" Nick asked, keeping eye contact, my heart raced and I flicked between nick and chris's eyes. "No- I mean, uh, yeah. Go ahead thats fine." I stuttered, shocked at what I just said.

Nick nodded and got out of his room, leaving chris and I alone, "Fuck.." I muttered, sighing. Chris scoffed "Yeah, so uh nick doesnt know." "No shit sherlock!" I huffed, before stuffing my face in my hands.

Nick walked in his room, with no matt! My breath slowed, that is until I saw matt walk in the room, phone in hand.

He definitely didnt pay attention to what nick asked other wise he wouldnt have came with him. I cleared my throat. Matt almost immediately looked up, and directly at me. His eyes softened and guilt flooded in them.

He put his phone in his pocket and ran a nervous hand through his hair, his other hand tapped the side of his leg. He sat down very awkwardly on nicks bed, breaking eye contact.

Nick looked between us before huffing and saying, "Whats wrong with you two."

"Nothing!"

"Nothing."