The next morning
Pov: Kai
I woke up, got ready and went to sunrise practice.
I sparred with Cole and we trained, like usual.
But I couldn't stop thinking...
These thoughts have been getting a bit too much lately...
But I won't tell anyone. They wouldn't even care.
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I barely touched my lunch.
I wasn't really hungry.
The others seemed to notice.
"Aren't you hungry, Kai?" Zane asked.
I thought about my response.
"No" I said, then I got up.
"I'll be in my room" I added.
I walked out of the kitchen and into my room. I locked the door behind me.
I sat on my bed.
I kept drowning in my thoughts.
After a while, I got up, walked to my dresser and opened it.
I took out the small box, opened it and took out the blade.
I roll up my sleeves.
I put the blade on my left forearm.
One cut...
Two cuts...
Three cuts...
Fou- someone knocked on the door.
Shit.
"Yeah?" I said.
"It's me, Cole" he said.
"What do you want?" I asked.
"I wanted to check up on you"
"You've been acting off a lot recently" Cole said.
"I'm fine" I said.
...
"Okay. But you can talk to me, remember that" Cole said and left.
At least, I heard his footsteps getting further and further away from my door.
I looked at my arm.
Still bleeding.
I cleaned myself up and then laid down in my bed.
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Suicide
FanficTW: Suicidal thoughts, attempted suicide, Sh/Self-harm a little lavashipping -------- Kai is struggling. He has been struggling for quite a while now. At first he had to raise his sister, Nya, when he was just five years old. He lost his friends so...
