HER | VICEION AU (COMPLETED)

31.

ION

i am now at the living room drinking my 3rd whiskey.

honestly hindi ko alam kung pang ilang whiskey na ang nainom ko. i couldn't careless.

it's raining outside when i heard a soft knock on my door.

i'm not surprised when i saw who's infront of my door.

"why are you here?" tanong ko kay vice nang makita sya sa harapan ng pintuan ko.

"i just wanted to check on you. i know you're going through some problems right now and i just wanna see if you're okay."

the nerve? saan nya nakukuha ang ganitong confidence na humarap sa akin pag katapos nyang mag sinungaling.

i just scoffs.

"oh please save it. umuwi ka na at baka may nag hahanap na sayo." ani ko at pag sasaraduhan na dapat sya ng pinto.

i'm a bit worried too that she went here even though it's pouring hard but my pride still wins. ayoko sya rito at ayokong makita sya.

"ano bang problema?" tanong nito habang pinipigilan ang pinto sa pag sara.

"could you tell me what's wrong so i'll have an idea? hindi yung ganito. you look drunk pa." she said softly

alam kong hindi sya susuko kaya umalis na ako sa pinto at hinayaang makapasok na sya sa bahay.

"nothing, go home i'm not in the mood to have sex with you."

i then received a slap.

that's when i realized what i said.

i fucked up.

"sa tingin mo ba iyan lang ang habol ko sayo?!" she said.

she looked me in the eye in a surprise.

"bakit hindi ba?" i scoffs.

"what the fuck?! this is the third time i came in to check on you kahit hindi mo ko pinapansin." she said getting teary eyed.

i looked away.

hindi ko kayang makita syang umiiyak.

"just go home please." i said.

"no."

"vice."

"no, ion you can't force me to leave hangga't hindi mo sinasabi sakin kung anong problema mo." pagmamatigas nya.

"why are you being like this?" i asked her in disbelief.

"no! i should be the one asking you that! why are you being like this?! hindi namin alam ang nangyayari sayo!" she shouted.

"hindi mo talaga alam kung bakit ako nag kakaganito?" i asked.

"hindi! ano ba? sa'kin ka ba galit? did i do something that's why you're being like this? if you're mad at me just say so! hindi yung pag mu-mukhain mo akong tanga..." i hear her voice cracked.

ramdam kong umiiyak na sya. i know she's hurting but she's hurting me too.

"ako ba hindi nag mukhang tanga? vice you're hurting me. you lied to me." i said looking straight to her eyes.

kahit anong galit ang nararamdaman ko, sa tuwing nakikita sya ay agaran akong kumakalma.

kahit na sya ang dahilan ng pag ka galit ko.

"what are you saying? tapatin mo ako anong nagawa ko huh? be honest with me!" she shouted..

kasabay nun ay ang bahagyang pag tulak nya sa akin at pag tulo nang mga luha nya.