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It's been a week since I heard anything about vice. it's been one week simula ng umalis sya at pumunta sa new york to put matter on her own hands.
hindi ko alam kung buhay pa ba sya, kung nasaan sya o kung ano man ang ginagawa nya ngayon.
i'm scared.
we've tried everything to contact her and her manager but we failed to get information everytime.
new year's have passed but i she's still nowhere to be found.
she's like basically disappeared into thin air.
when vhong said na he'd ask a friend of him to look for vice it was a completely fail because they didn't find her nor everybody who's with her.
even the management didn't say a word about them.
wala na ring balita ang media sakanya and the issue went down which is the plan but for a not good reason.
gustuhin ko mang lumipad at hanapin sya ng sarili ko pero may anak ako. there's a child who's also looking for her mommy and a child that needs me.
hindi lumilipas ang isang araw na hindi binabanggit at hinahanap ni scarlette ang mama nya.
i can even hear her cry every night looking for her mommy.
she was hurting too i know.
"i love you, mommy loves you." i whispered and kisses her forehead.
i didn't even know she fell a sleep on the couch after watching her favorite movie.
though kahit puro pag aalala at takot ang alam ng isip ko para kay vice hindi ko ito pinapakita kay scarlette at sinusubukan kong gumawa ng paraan para hindi nya isipin ng isipin ang mommy.
we always play her favorite games and watch her favorite movies together.
that's the only way she can escape sadness and not think about her mother even for a short period of time.
after vice left, my daughter temporarily moved with me so that i can spend time with her more. i still call anne for help and she would come right at my door. she's helpful.
but vice should be the one helping me.
she promised she'll be one call away if i need help with our daughter.
she should be the one i was calling.
"pre..ion." i was back in reality when i felt jhong's tapped on my shoulder.
i turned to look at him.
"you seem so lost these past few days daw sabi ni anne kaya pumunta ako rito to check kung totoo ba.."
"totoo nga." he added.
he then sat beside me on a island counter.
i'm having a drink while i watch scarlette sleep on the couch.
mamaya ko na sya ililipat pag aakyat na rin ako para just in case na magising sya i'm right here.
"what's wrong?" he asked.
"vice." i sighed before taking a sip on my can of beer.
"oh? diba nasa new york? sure ako tatanggapin naman kayo ng fans nya tsaka hindi yun papayag na bastusin kayo ng media." pag papaalala nya na ikinatawa ko naman.
hindi sinabi ni anne sakanya ang totoo.
"she's nowhere to be found."
"huh?".
"vice is missing, for one week. wala kaming balita tungkol sakanya..i'm not even sure if she's in new york" i force a chuckle trying to hide my sadness.
"pre, hindi ko alam.." he said speechless.
i just nodded.
"i never got a phone call from her on Christmas and even on new year's eve nor even sa mga kasama nya..i tried everything bro.." nanghihinang sabi ko.
"parusa ba to dahil limang taon akong wala sa tabi ni scarlette kaya iniwan nya ako ng hindi handa?" i said sarcastically.
"bro, alam ko namang may valid reason si vice kung bakit nya ginagawa to..alam kong mahirap sayo pre pero wala kang magagawa kundi mag paka tatag para sa anak nyo." he said while tapping my shoulders trying to comfort.
"babalik yun pre. pag naayos nya na lahat ng to, alam ko babalik yun sainyo"
sana nga.
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days turns to weeks that turns to a month.
a month.
isang buwan.
isang buwan na ng huli naming makita si vice.
after that two weeks na wala syang paramdam ay itinigil ko na subukan hanapin sya.
i didn't give up. i just stopped because i want to focus on my daughter. i promised vice i would take a good care of scarlette so i stopped trying to get intouch with her.
but i miss her. i miss her so damn much at ganun rin ang nararamdaman ni scarlette alam ko.
it's so painful to watch her cry just because she misses her mom.
so i found a way to cope her up, everytime she misses her mom i would always put on vice's interviews or videos on tv for her watch so even if her mommy isn't there with her she still see her.
sa paraan na rin na yun ay masaya na si scarlette.
i already explained to her everything at tama nga si vice. she's a brilliant kid she understands our situation right now but i can't help but to think that it's just sad na she should understand this even though she's still a baby.
we're now walking at the park outside. though anne advised that we shouldn't leave our house but i'm sure our village was pack with securities so i can take her for a little walk.
"mommy!" rinig kong sigaw ng anak ko at biglang takbo sa babaeng nakatalikod.
"scarlette!" i called.
she has blond hair like vice.
or
is that vice?
my heart begin to race agad akong tumakbo at hinabol ang anak ko pero bago pa man makarating ay niyakap nya na ang babaeng nakatalikod at napaharap ito.
it's not her.
agad akong nanlumo ng makitang hindi sya iyon.
i immediately walked their way.
"sorry." i said to the girl before i picked up scarlette and walk away.
"don't do that again huh?" i said before caressing her back.
"sorry daddy, i thought it's mommy.." scarlette said in disappointment.
"sorry too baby." i whispered.
i'm sorry scarlette.
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FanfictionVice Ganda a 25 yrs old transgender model comes back to the Philippines after pursuing her modeling career in New York for 5 years and now she's back from her country with her secret daughter.