chapter 23

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Her pain consists of so many feelings and bonds within it

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Her pain consists of so many feelings and bonds within it. It is difficult to bring her back from the reality. But I will definitely do it. I went to her and said "baby we need to go its getting dark. Please".

"I don't want to leave him Neil".

"Please baby, let's come back again tomorrow. Okay".

"Are you sure?"

"I promise we will be back again tomorrow. Okay so now let us go".

I paid my respects to him and brought Ina to the car. While holding her hand. I opened the door and made her sit in. I wrapped the seat belt around her and bent down on my knees out of the car. She was confused and asked "what are you up to?"

I slowly held her foot and removed her heels. "just wait a sec".

I got up and opened the back door of car and brought the shoes I purchased for her. I got on my knees and helped her to put on her shoes.

"You no need to do this".

"Let me do it Ina. I need to do this for our future daughter so it will help then".

I looked at her and a small smile appeared on her face. I am so much happy to see that. I got in to the car and started driving. Ina was so tried so she fell asleep as the ride began. I stopped my car to the side and took the blanket from the back seat. I wrapped the blanket around her to keep her warm. I bent forward and gave her a kiss on forehead. I was about to move but she held my arm. She was still asleep. I slowly moved back to my seat with my arm in her hands.

After some time we reached the place. I woke her by kissing on her lips and she immediately widened her eyes. As soon as she noticed me kissing her after she opened her eyes. I got back after 30 seconds of kissing but she is still in surprise.

I broke her thought by saying "we reached Ina".

I got down and opened the door for her. "Where did we come Neil?"

"To our home".

"our home?"

"Yeah you will know soon".

"Okay".

"Let me bring the bags".

I held the bags in one hand her and held her hand with another. And walked towards the lift. But there we noticed a sign indicating that the lift is out of order. "what the hell is this?"

"Don't worry Neil let's take the stairs".

"No way Ina. Have you seen your leg condition? Don't you remember what doctor said you can't walk for more time".

"It's okay Neil. I can".

"we need to go to the seventh floor Ina. No way I am making you climb to the seventh floor".

"its okay Neil we an do it only for today".

I need to think of a way. I held the bags tightly and took her into my arms. She was shocked by my sudden action and said "no way you are going to do that".

"Its exactly what you are thinking of".

"I won't allow you for that. Put me down Neil. I can climb".

"Shhhhh nothing doing obey your boyfriends words. Okay".

"but Neil--".

"You work is to just look at my face".

"Okay".

I started climbing up the stairs with her in my arms and holding the bags. I like doing things for her. And I don't feel it hard. We climbed 3 floors already then suddenly she started brushing off my face. Her action brought up so many emotions in me.

"you are not supposed to do this baby girl".

She immediately removed her hand and looked away. I knew that made her blush. And I like the way she blushes for me. We finally reached to the seventh floor and walked towards our flat. I made her stand safely on the floor then she asked 'am I not heavy? Didn't you feel difficult in carrying me for the seven floors?"

I gave her a smile and said "I vowed my self to take you with me for all my seven so its not difficult to carry you for seven floors".

I opened the door and signalled her to walk in. And I followed her in. She is looking around the house.

"Whose house is it?" she questioned.

"Ours".

"Ours? What do you mean?"

"yes, it's the first property that I have purchased with the money I earned. I wanted it to gift you after our marriage. But things didn't turn well".

"I liked the house".

"You do?"

"Yeah! Where is my room?"

I asked her to follow me and took her to the room. Took her near to the bed and made her rest her back comfortably. I removed the shoes from her feet. I brought the comforter and wrapped around her. After adjusting the pillow I bent near to her and assured her that I am with her by kissing her on forehead. My heart became heavy all of a sudden so I immediately walked out. I closed the door slowly and fell down leaning to the door.

I started hitting my head to the back in helplessness, sorrow and pain. This helplessness situation is killing me from inside. I feel like a knife is passing through the layers of my body. What can I do to make her smile again? How can I bring out the pain that is killing her from in. I couldn't realise that my eyes are tearing up. I wiped them and said "I will do anything that makes to make you smile. Even if I have to sacrifice anything. I will make you smile and give you back all the relations you are missing".

I got up and went to the kitchen to look after the things we need. I opened the cupboard and all are empty. The fridge is also empty. I need to go out and bring the groceries. I need to check if Ina is asleep. I slowly entered the room walked in without making any noise to her. She is asleep. If she wake up while I am away she will get more tensed. What should I do? I got an idea and implemented it and left the house.

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