"Will you also leave me in the middle of the ocean Neil?"
"I would rather stop breathing than leaving you in the middle of the ocean my highness"
"Do you know Ina you are the only one who as patent on my breathe?"
"You are the only one who made my h...
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“What are you doing here Ina?” she was still hugging me tight. I backed her with her shoulders and held her chin. I made her look into my eyes and asked “what happened? Tell me Ina?”
“You wanted to leave me right. You want to leave me alone and go. So that only you are going somewhere without telling me. Am I right?”
“no Ina. How can I leave you alone and go?”
“That’s what are doing now? You are leaving me alone and going. Are you ending this relation--".
I immediately placed my hand on her mouth and refrained her from speaking. “What are thinking Ina? No there is no way that I can end this. That thought doesn’t even come to my mind Ina. Please don’t think of such thing”.
“Then where are going without telling me? Answer to me Neil”.
“I couldn’t stay inside while listening to your pain. I can't bear that”.
“what happened Neil?”
“The thought may be I am also the reason why you have gone through depression is hunting me inside. I feel that I couldn't stay with you all the when you needed someone caused you the depression. If I had been with you. You would have not gone through depression. I am such a bad lover Ina. I couldn't take care of the girl I love".
“no Neil please don't say like that. You are the best lover a girl asks for. And I am so happy to have you. You are the reason I am still alive like this so please don't speak like that. But why did you leave me alone and decided to go?”
“I was afraid Ina”.
“for what?”
“I was afraid of the thought that if you would ask me to leave”.
“why would I do so?”
“I don’t know I was just— afraid Ina. If you would have asked me to leave. I can’t do that. I was afraid that you won’t come back to me when you are with your family. I couldn’t ask you to leave everyone and come back to me. So despite all of this thought that are haunting me. I decided to leave”.
“you are wrong Neil. If you would have asked me to come to you. I would leave everyone and come to you. It’s not that I don’t love so I am ready to leave. It’s TRUE that I love them. But you were the only one who believed me when no one did. You were the one who was with me when I needed a shoulder to lean one. And now when everyone is with me you want to leave me and go. What’s this Neil?".
I immediately hugged her tightly and she wrapped her arms around my neck and grabbed my hair tightly. We stayed like that for few minutes. The moment I hugged her I felt like I was hugging my whole world. She has some power in her. The days when I am with her are the days I was happy.
We broke the hug and then she grabbed me by my collar. My mind was paused by the sudden kiss on my lips. My eyes widened and my heart forgot to beat. Butterflies were flying in my tummy. It’s not the first we are kissing but it feels different every time we kiss. That some magic.
