Two broken souls in the midst of a crazy world. Two souls running away from their past. There was no light at the end of the tunnel. The tunnel was cracking, slowly closing in.
When these two connect, as if they were set on the same path, light cre...
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"V you're fucking insane!" I'm currently giving Val the very gruesome details of Parker and Is encounter yesterday. She's practicing jumping for joy right now. "I'm surprised it was Parker though, I was sure you'd have Adonis between your thi-" I cut her off, throwing a pillow at her face, why does everyone bring him up?
"Not funny. It was a moment of weakness, as I said. I needed to get it out of my system, I like Parker, not like that though. You should've seen it Val he went from so goofy to-" It was her turn to throw the pillow back at me, we've been doing this back and forth during this conversation.
"He acted like nothing happened when I was at Sebastian's today, you two are sneaky fuckers." I've been, quite literally laughing my ass off for the past hour about this, it will go down in Val's history book for sure. "I cant believe you of all people would have a platonic hook up!" Val has been going through all five stages of grief, I can't blame her though, it has been a long time.
We spent the rest of the morning talking about her and Sebastian, well, their imaginary wedding and two kids, but still. She's now begging me to go over to their dorm room, basically dragging me out of the door. "I look like shit Val, I'm not going."
"Oh now who wants to dress up? For Parker huh?" I rolled my eyes, pushing her out the door, locking it behind us. "You fucking wish."
"Val you actually got V to come!" Parker sprung up, giving me his usual goofy smile and pulling me into a side hug. "Since when the fuck does she let you call her V?" God that voice, I'll never escape it. "I'm not on her shit list Adonis, you, on the other hand, are definitely number one." I rolled my eyes sinking down to the floor in front of the tv with my legs crossed underneath me.
It was their signature weekly movie night, so I wasn't concerned about going over and entertaining testosterone filled conversations for hours. I leaned my head against the couch behind me, this weeks movie was mean girls, clearly it was Vals week to pick.
I closed my eyes, relaxing into the couch as the movie played in the background, I knew I should've stayed home to take a nap, but sometimes I just can't say no to Val's pleading sad eyes. "What do I have to do to earn the pleasure of calling you V? huh Vivian?" I didn't realize I was sat in front of Adonis. He was so close I could feel his breath fanning my cheek, sending a different kind of chill down my spine then before.
I titled my head to the side, tilting up slightly towards his ear, "Fuck it out of me" I could feel my cheeks getting hot, so I quickly turned my attention back towards the TV. I could feel his body tense from behind me, I'm sure if I saw his face, his jaw could be clenched together tightly, that gave me serious satisfaction.
Thankfully, the rest of the night went smoothly, Val decided she wanted to willingly have a sleepover with Sebastian's while the three musketeers watched, so I had the room to myself. Parker and Damian half begged to come to ours instead, not wanting to hear what was going to go down between the two.
I'm finally fresh out of the shower and wrapped up in my blankets. When the door swung open I thought it was Val already regretting her decision until I heard a deep voice, "That conversation was not over Vivian." He said my name with so much disgust it made me flinch. I scooted farther back into the wall, watching him carefully as he stalked his way into my room.
"You have some explaining to do angel." I'm pretty sure angel still counts as a nickname, which set me right off. "V..angel, it's all the same shit, stop calling me that." His eyes grew darker, and for a moment, I could finally read an expression on his face, anger. "Fuck Vivian." He ran a hand through his hair, tugging at the ends in frustration. "You're driving me fucking insane."
My eyebrows pulled together at his words, what on earth have I done? "And what exactly is it that i've done to piss you off so bad?" Okay maybe I do small things, but nothing to the point for him to look at me with so much disgust and anger. He walked closer to my bed, so his knees were hitting the wooden bed frame.
"Everything about you pisses me off." He leaned down towards my face, leaving only a few inches apart. "And somehow, every time you open that pretty little mouth of yours, you make it worse." I stared at him in shock, my whole body was on fire, I opened my mouth to protest, but I couldn't find anything to say.
"What are you gonna do about it?" great going V, great fucking going. A smirk crept up onto his lips, I looked down, suddenly extremely interested in my hands.
He gripped my chin, firmly but gently, "Look at me when I'm talking to you" I blinked, then blinked again. His words shouldn't be doing what they're doing to me, but fuck does he sound sexy right now. "One day I'll fuck that pretty little mouth of yours, and we'll see what you can say then."
My eyes are damn near about to pop out of my skull. He backed away, a smug smile as his face as he retreated out of my room.
I've gone completely incognito, I'm practically ready to be in the CIA. I've dodged any possible interaction with Adonis for over a week, I've gotten to class early, and moved seats all the way down at the front, I switch them up every day, just to keep up the real CIA affect and all.
Val has been very impatient, I'm starting to think she's going to kidnap me and force me over for movie night with them. I've gotten out of it every time, but I don't know how many more excuses I can think of.
Parker thinks it's hilarious, he's been over a lot, we haven't done anything since that night, can I say again that it was a moment of weakness? He's really grown on me, and I've given up on trying to stop him from calling me V.
Why am I mentally running away from Adonis? I don't know, he's the most confusing stone cold man I've ever met. He reminds me of my Dad, someone I'd much rather not be reminded of.
Come to think of it, I bet he's a Leo, that would make so much more sense. I think, maybe, that we could get along in some universe, I mean I get along well with his friends, maybe I remind him of his mom or something, we'd be in the same unfortunate boat.
Every bone in my body wants to understand him, see what he's really like behind it all, but the sane part of my brain tells me that's the worst idea imaginable. Sebastian talks about him like he's the most perfect boy in the world, but everytime I see him he screams nothing but bad news.
I need to dig my standards back up from the grave, I can't believe I'm trying to mentally rationalize why he acts like that.
I spent the rest of my night tossing and turning, having a mental battle with myself about a certain pair of brown eyes, I'm so fucked.
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