Impurities (Seth Clearwater)

XX

Second Person POV-

It's been weeks since the new born army battle and the pack hasn't heard any commotion on the Cullen's and leeches end. Everyone had been living their lives but the amount of patrolling has doubled considerably.

"Sammy, dont you think it's a little unreasonable that some of the boys can't even get a tiny break, y'know like a pizza party sized break" You said practically begging for a chance that he would give the guys a night off, and by guys you mean Seth.

Ever since the fight, Sam has been forever grateful to your family and especially you for laying your life down for his imprint. It took a while to uplift his spirits after the battle since he blamed himself for not being a good enough fiance and soulmate to protect his imprint. The same for Seth, when he heard the whole fight it was like the worst nightmare he had ever imagined it made him sick to his stomach thinking that his imprint was practically knocking at death's door all because of this petty war.

He harbored feelings he never thought he would ever have.

Hatred

Hatred for vampires

Hatred for Bella

Hatred for the Cullens

Hatred for Himself.

And as much as he hated himself. He hated these feelings even more. It made him feel, in the best way he could describe it 'icky'. "Seth" you tried to get his attention after hearing him starting to breath heavier and his eye's holding an emotion you never thought you would see on him.
"I'm okay. We all are, what do you expect from a life like ours, Seth." Seth angrily shot out of his seat "Thats the fucking problem, Jae. I have to sit here with the fact the person I am in love with can't have a normal life" His fist clenched tightly restraining any violent outburst that he felt threatening to escape. You sat there becoming very wary of Seth, this was unlike him and what made this whole thing even worse was the amount of heat radiating off of him.
Naturally the guys were always hot, but not to the point where you could sit a few feet away from them and feel the amount of heat coming off of them. Seth was extremely, excruciatingly, boiling hot. Like his skin could melt off - but he stood there unfazed but the sudden temperature rise and instead still had a face contorted in a very angry yet anxious scowl.

"You're right..." your head shot back up to look him in the eyes "I can't give you a normal life."
"That's why I can't have you in this life anymore."

"Uh- what?" 

you were in disbelief you didn't know where this conversation was heading and even worse, the only thing she was expecting to go to was the worse. "Seth? what the-?!" you watched him exit the room leaving you without a second glance. No one last look, which gave you a uneasy feeling - like he was saying good bye instead of see you later.

A cold feeling washed over you like a something was physically ripped from you, it was the similar feeling of the massive blood loss from the fight with the newborn. But worse. Panick filled her chest and the ability to think any logic dissipated.  Shooting up from your seat you ran to the door and looked around to try and find Seth but to no avail even with your heightened senses you couldn't locate his whereabouts he was long gone. 

Fishing your phone from the back pocket you called the first person you could think of. 

"Hey, Sam?..."

"So you haven't been able to track Seth for days? both of you?" Sam huffed picking up the pace as you and Leah tried your best to follow him. It had been a week. Even in wolf form none of the pack could hear Seth's thoughts, they knew he was out there, they could feel him. But to no avail, he wouldn't answer to any of the members' pleas.