⚠️WARNINGS: Eating disorder habits, Purging⚠️
I wake up in the morning. I'm so stressed out about school and just everything. It's so hard for no fucking reason. I throw on some clothes and comb my hair. I text Jackson.
Me: Hello I'm sorry i've been a little MIA i've been stressed.
Jackson: It's okay Amelia if you need anything i'm always here.
I smile and like the text then shut my phone off. I realized that I'm going to be late for school and Chloe pulls me out the door. Goddamn it. We walk towards our school and I find out that I have to do a 6 hour shift after school today. Jesus Christ will I ever get a fucking break. I sigh as we reach the school steps. I rush toward my math class. The teacher looks up at me.
"I'm sorry i'm late" I say.
"Take a sit Amelia" he says.
I walk towards my sit in the back with Bridgette and she tries explaining to me what's happening in class. I just don't get it. I find out i'm failing the class and that just makes me what to die. If i'm being honest. Math sucks I hate it so much. The bell rings and me and Bridgette head towards the cafeteria. I anxiously wait for her to come back with her tray of food. I eat a little bit of food before throwing the rest of it away. Bridgette and I talk about our plans for today. I tell her I have work and she rolls her eyes. She hates my boss too. Who doesn't he's an asshole. Lunch finishes and before you know it schools over and me and Chloe are rushing back to the orphanage. I change out of my school clothes and into my uniform. Put my hair in a claw clip and grab my bag and rush out the door. I put in my headphones and walk to the coffee shop I work at. I sigh as I finally reach the door. I go towards the backroom and put my bag down getting straight to work. I place people's orders. A tall blonde haired girl who kinda looks like Taylor Swift walks in but then I look again and realize it wasn't her. I sigh and take her order.
"Hello! I would like a large iced black coffee with a croissant please" she says smiling.
"Coming right up" I smile back and make her order and hand it to her.
"Thank you so much!" she says smiling then walking out the door.
Too many orders later it's my break and I text Jackson.
Me: Hey can you meet me at the coffee shop off of fifth avenue in 30 minutes please to walk me home it's late and i'm scared."
Jackson: Of course darling.
Did he just call me darling. Did he?. I smile and get back to work for another 20 minutes. The minutes pass and I'm grabbing my bag leaving. Jackson arrives and smiles at me. I look up at him smiling back. He holds me close to him as we walk and I get a tingling butterfly feeling in my stomach. His arms wrapped around my waist pulling me closer to him. AHH.
"Amelia?" He says to me.
"Yes?" I say.
"Can I take you out on a picnic tomorrow?" He says smiling down at me.
I start to panic because that would mean more calories to add to my list. I think he can sense that I'm panicking because he puts his hands on my shoulders and says;
"It's okay if you don't want to I understand we can just watch a movie at my house if you'd like"
"Sure I'd like that" I say smiling. Letting out a breath I didn't know I had.
We finally reach the orphanage and he looks down at me and i'm just being a silly goose and i'm also looking down. He tilts my chin up and kisses me on the lips softly. It all happened so quickly that I don't even think it happened.
"Amelia?" He says to me.
"Yes?" I say
"Goodbye" he says smiling.
"Goodbye" I wrap my arms around him in a hug and walk inside the orphanage. It was dinner time and that meant I had to change quickly and go sit at the table with everyone else. I sigh and start feeling extremely anxious. I run upstairs and change and then run back down. I sit at the dinner table and look down at my plate and start just playing with it twirling it around moving it from side to side. I zone out only looking at my food. I didn't even hear Jessica saying my name a few times.
"Amelia?" Jessica said.
"Amelia?" She said again
"Amelia!" she said louder and nudging me.
I looked up at her confused.
"Are you okay?" She says and I nod.
I ended up eating half the plate. After dinner I head towards the bathroom and lock the door and turn on the sink. I force myself to throw up what I just ate and then made sure to brush my teeth extra good and then I headed back upstairs. I decided to tweet something on my twitter account.
TSwiftAddict: Life is so stressful. I'm literally failing math sucks.
I shut off my phone for a little while and then it lights up with a notification from twitter. A direct message? Is this from Taylor? I open the message and see that it's from Taylor.
TaylorSwift✔️:
Hey honey, I know life can be stressful but don't give up I'm always here for you!
I'm crying sobbing dying. Taylor Swift just said she's always there for me. AHH.
TSwiftAddict:
Thank you so much Taylor that means a lot to me.
TaylorSwift✔️:
I can't wait to meet you Amelia 2 more days!!
IM GOING TO DIE RIGHT NOW SHE CANT WAIT TO MEET ME OH MY GOD.
TSwiftAddict:
Same I'm so excited... thank you for inviting me!!
TaylorSwift✔️:
You're very welcome.
I close my phone and drift into a nice sleep.
A/N:
Hello lovey's!!
I hope you all enjoyed this chapter I almost said episode lmaoo anyway...
I LOVE YOU ALL! 💗🫶🏽
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