Hospital

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⚠️WARNINGS: Eating disorder mention ⚠️

"It's okay baby i'm here" Taylor said hugging me.

I was so pissed off that I had to put this stupid feeding tube in me. I don't deserve food nor do I need it. The doctor came in and started talking to us about it and I just didn't want to talk about it I was on the verge of a mental breakdown. Taylor was trying to keep me calm but I just wanted to get out of here and go with Taylor. Taylor rubbed my back and kept telling me it was okay.

"I said I don't want to talk about it" I said to the doctor angrily.

"Okay honey but it might help I just need to know so I can help you" The doctor said.

I looked at Taylor and then back to the doctor.

"So hun when did this all start?" She asked

"Umm when I was like 10" I said to the doctor and Taylor looked at me like she was about to cry.

"I'm sorry sweetie" Taylor said to me.

I shrugged.

"How long do I have to wear this stupid thing" I asked

"About a week" She said.

"So you're telling me I have to wear this thing to a concert oh my god" I cried out.

"Yes honey" The doctor said.

"Fuck this, I hate this so much" I said.

"Amelia honey" Taylor said.

"You may leave now" The doctor said.

"Thank fucking god" I said.

Taylor held onto me and was rubbing my back.

"It's okay honey please breathe for me" She reassured me.

We walked with security to the car hoping there was no paparazzi. I look at Taylor and smile. She hugs me and smiles back.

"If I was in there for any longer I would have screamed" I said to Taylor laughing. She laughs and I text Jackson.

My heart 😘🤭😏:

Jackson I'm sorry for ruining our trip

My lover 😍:

It's okay my love

I close my phone and hug Taylor.

"I'm sorry for swearing" I say to Taylor.

"It's okay honey" She hugs me back and rubs my back. We decide to watch Pitch Perfect and she switches my food bag thingy for my feeding tube so I can at least eat I guess. I wish I could rip it out.

TAYLOR -

I felt so bad for Amelia... never in my life would I ever ever ever wish an eating disorder on anyone. I know the struggles and I know millions of do too. It's so hard to live with one and all I can do is be there for her. She hates the feeding tube and if I was her I definitely would too. We are watching Pitch Perfect It's her favorite movie, I wanted to surprise her with a party and invite her friends over tomorrow night and some of my friends like Blake, Selena and maybe Gracie. I know Amelia loves Gracie. I started to text them asking if they could come over and I texted Amelia's friend also. Jackson, Bridgette, Chloe, Jessica and told the girls to text their girlfriends or boyfriends to come as well. I wanted Amelia to be happy after being in the hospital for a couple hours so I think this will be good for her. I know our friends won't make fun of her for the feeding tube but just in case I sent them a text in a group chat.

Surprise Party for Amelia!

Hey everyone Taylor here I
just wanted to tell everyone that
Amelia was in the hospital for
something and has a feeding tube
please don't say anything about
it or make fun of her... now let's have a
good party tomorrow!! see you there! 😺

Gracie wacie:

I would never... hope she's okay.

Blakey:

Aww my poor sweetie, hope she's okay.

Selener:

Oh honey, I hope she's okay.

Jackson:

I hope my girls okay.

Bridgette:

I can't wait I love you Taylor... I hope Amelia's doing well.

Taylor has liked a message
Chloe:

I hope my girly is okay!

Jessica:

We all would never make fun of her but I understand Taylor... thank you for caring for her, I hope my bestie is okay!

Taylor has liked a message

I close my phone smiling and look over at Amelia who was watching the movie and singing. She is so cute! I love her so much. Her phone lights up and I look over at the tv pretending I wasn't staring. She looks down at her phone and types away. She looks up at me like she's about to ask me a question.

"Taylor?" She said looking over at me.

"Yes sweetie?" I said smiling at her.

"Jackson wants to take me out tomorrow till 4pm is that okay?" She asked me. This is perfect cause the party starts at 4:30pm.

"Of course honey!!" I said smiling and she smiled then typed away on her phone. It was getting a little late and the movie has finished we both weren't tired so we decided to watch some Friends. She came closer to me and cuddled up in a ball next to me with her head on my shoulder. I wrapped my arms around her and smiled down at her. She has been doing better with her feeding tube and I'm proud of her.

"So no one told you life was gonna be this way" Amelia sings and I clap and laugh.

"You're so cute" I say scrunching my nose at her.
She looks up at me smiling.

"Thank you Taylor I appreciate that" She smiles then looks back at the tv. We play a couple episodes then it gets really late so we both head upstairs for bed. She walks into her room and I walk into mine when I'm finished changing and washing my face and doing skin care I head over to Amelia's bedroom to see her in her bed reading a book. I smile and give her a kiss on the forehead. She smiles at me.

"Goodnight sweetheart I love you" I smile at her.

"Goodnight Taylor I love you too" she smiles then puts her book away.

I head back into my room and Benji jumps on my bed only half scaring me to death. My heart pounds and I start laughing.

"Benji you scared me" I say looking at Benji and he just cuddles up next to me purring and falling asleep. Soon after I drift into a sleep.

A/N:

Hello loveys!!

I really hope you're enjoying this book!

I love yall and hope you had an amazing holiday! 💗🫶🏽

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