⚠️WARNINGS: Eating disorder, mention of trauma⚠️
I wake up in the middle of the night, shaking and sobbing anxiously from the flashback I just had. Why does this always happen. I try my best to calm down so Taylor doesn't wake up but I just couldn't. The tears flow down my face. The bed shaking more than ever. Taylor wakes up and looks at me.
"Sweetie what happened" she said in a soft tired voice.
"I- I- I-" I start choking on my tears.
She sits up and pulls me over to her lap. She rocks me back and forth rubbing my back.
"It's going to be okay sweetie" She said softly.
"It's okay I'm here" She said still rubbing my back.
I started to calm down a little bit and I hugged her and she kissed my forehead and I crawled off of her lap and cuddled up into her and fell back to sleep. In the morning I woke up and Taylor was awake rubbing my back. I yawned and smiled at her.
"Morning Taylor" I said sleepily.
"Good morning honey" she said.
I got out of the bed and we both headed downstairs. I sat on her couch watching tv while she was cooking herself breakfast. She had gave me a couple grapes to eat. I tried to stay calm but I quickly started shaking. Taylor walked over with her breakfast and some coffee and she held my hands reassuring me that it was okay. I calmed down a bit and I had all the grapes she gave me. We watched tv together and then she told me that Blake was coming over for a couple hours. I obviously started screaming cause what Blake Lively. Dude am I dreaming? Taylor had this meeting she had to go to so i'll be staying with Blake while she's gone. There was a knock at the door and Taylor went to go open it. Blake walked in and they talked and hugged before coming back into the living room. Blake looked at me and smiled and I turned as white as a ghost.
"Hey" she said smiling down at me.
"H-Hi" I said stuttering cause I mean what the fuck Blake mother fucking Lively was saying hi to me. She laughed at my response then sat down on the couch next to me. Taylor on the other side rubbing my back trying to help me cal down. Taylor then gave me a hug and kissed me on the cheek and headed out the door leaving me with Blake for 2 hours.
"What would you like to do hun?" She asked me.
"Um.. we can watch a movie?" I said.
"Sure" She picked a movie and I layed my head in her chest while she held me. I got very close with her easily. The movie played and I loved it. I didn't get to finish the movie cause I think I fell asleep. I wake up still sleeping with my head on her chest. I see Taylor taking a picture of me. I giggle a little and then throw a pillow at her.
"HEY" she yells while laughing.
I start laughing and Blake also laughs. It's only 1pm and we all were just sitting on the couch watching Friends. I was cuddled up with Taylor.
"You girls want some popcorn?" Blake asked.
"Yes!" Taylor said.
"No thanks i'm full" I said to Blake and Taylor rubbed my back.
Blake then came back with the popcorn and Blake and Taylor started eating the popcorn and I just stayed cuddled up with Taylor. Blake was so sweet when she was sitting me. I love her so much. I look up at Taylor and she looks down smiling at me. I knew soon that I would faint I could sense it. My eyes started to blur a little bit.
"Taylor?" I said sitting up looking at Taylor. Before you know it i'm passed out in Blake's lap. I wake up with Blake looking down at me playing with my hair and Taylor kneeling next to me. I blink my eyes shut and look up at Blake. I feel guilt in me.
"I'm so sorry" I say looking at both of them.
"You don't need to apologize honey" Taylor said.
"It's okay love" Blake said.
I just smiled and then hugged Blake as she had to leave. I had to go back home soon so I went upstairs to throw on my outfit from the secret session. Taylor then called her driver to come pick us up and bring us back to the orphanage. I didn't want to go home I wanted to stay with Taylor she made me feel loved and safe. I look over at Taylor.
"I don't want to leave" I said to Taylor.
"I'll keep in touch with you I promise honey and this won't be the last time I see you either you're coming to my concert." She said smiling.
"You promise?" I said.
"Yes of course I love you Amelia... I really do" She says smiling.
"I love you too Taylor" I said smiling back and giving her a hug. I said goodbye to her and she kissed me on the forehead. Now I just need to ask Ms Brown if I can go on a cruise for the week before my Reputation show with Bridgette. I go to her office and she gives me a warm smile.
"Hi honey" She said smiling.
"Hi I was wondering if I could go on a cruise with Jackson and a friend I met and her boyfriend this week?" I said smiling back at her.
"Sure honey that sounds like fun make sure you stay safe" She says giving me a hug.
"Thank you so much i'll start packing now" I run up the stairs and grab the closet suitcase to me and start packing some things. I call Jackson to tell him the plan.
"Hello babe" I say to Jackson.
"Hello princess" He says and it makes me blush.
"We are going on a cruise this week with my friend and her boyfriend" I say smiling.
"Sounds great i'll start packing and pick you up at 6am" He said.
"Perfect see you then" I hang up the phone and start packing more.
I pack a bikini, shirts, shorts, skirts and dresses you name it. I even pack some makeup and skin care. I close the suitcase and flop on my bed. Jessica and Chloe must be downstairs cause sit down I haven't heard anything from them yet. I yawn and wait for them to get up the stairs so I can say goodnight and goodbye to them. Soon after then come up smiling at me.
"Goodnight girls I love you" I say too them.
"I love you too Amelia!" Jessica says hugging me.
"I love you too girly" Chloe says to me sitting on her bed.
The two of them shut off the lights and sit down on their beds. I put on my sleep mask and fall asleep.
A/N:
Hello loveys!!
I hope you enjoyed this chapter.
I'm planning on doing a face claim soon of the characters but i'm not sure which actress/ actors or people to do so if you have any ideas let me know please!!
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Amelia: Adopted by Taylor Swift
FanfictionAmelia is an orphan who lives in a group home with many other children her age. Amelia is 16 years old and loves Taylor Swift. What happens when her best friend invites her to the Reputation Tour and she gets a chance to go to secret sessions? 16+