He was crying.
I made some space and sat on the side of the bed, him still clinged to me, i could see the small beads of tears lining his face, i hugged him tighter, rubbing my hands on his back, i hated even the thought of him crying and seeing him cry is making my heart shatter into pieces.
"Don't cry hyung, please" i said, he sobbed against my chest. I would do anything to not make this man cry or sad.
"I was so scared, i-i dont know what would have h-happened if you didnt come" he stuttered those words out, holding my shirt tightly like his life depends on it.
"I know but now im here, everythings fine, dont cry hyung its fine, youre fine" i calmly said holding him tighter. He nodded and calmed down a little, his stiff shoulders also relaxed with me doing the same. After a few minutes he fell asleep, i unwantedly took his hand off my shirt which was clutched tightly by him. I moved him to a more comfortable position and tucked him in a blanket. After that i went straight to my room, got freashed up and put on more comfortable cloths than my suit. I layed on the bed holding the comforter up to my neck.
Jisoo hyung is back.
When i first layed my eyes on him in the interview room, the whole world went upside down for me, i had so many questions.
When did he come back?
How did he find me?
Did he know this was my company or did he not?
And.. Why did he come back?
Why did he...leave me?
All sorts of question clouded my mind, he came back. I wanted to hate him because he left but i couldn't, i hated the fact i couldn't hate him, the fact even after he left i couldn't get over him even how much i tried, he just wont leave me alone, he clouded my mind, hunted me everywhere no matter how hard i tried to escape.
And even after all these years, after he left me without saying anything, broke my heart and just...left.
I still loved him and still love him.
The thought of him being with someone else made me sick, him holding someone elses hand, him looking at someone the way he looked at me, him loveing someone else. Everything about him made me want him, weather he broke my heart or not, i still love him and no matter how much i hate myself for this i will always love him. But what we were 7 years ago are not what we are today, the cute lovely couple everyone called us. And if was my fault too.
Because i was the one who let him go. If only i held onto him we still would be together still would be the cute lovely couple from before, if only my coward self would have done that.
If only i would have done that.
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A
uthor's POV
Jisoo woke up as the sunlight hit his face, he opened his eyes and moved to sit on the bed facing the large window, he looked around and everything came flashing back, his encounter with the theif and Seokmin was there. 'He saved me' he thought. I got up from the bed and stood, he could feel the weakness still in his bones from tomorrow. Even with that he made his way out of the room and down the stairs, he stopped at the last steps when he saw Seokmin in a apron, cooking something it smelled of freash bacon and eggs, he went stiff when Seokmin turned around and his eyes landed on him.
"You're up? Sit. I made breakfast." He pointed at the seat beside the corner.
Jisoo did as he said and sat of the soft chair, he looked at Seokmin as he placed the food on the plates, hes never seen Seokmin like this he never did anything let alone cooking.
'I guess things change' he smiled at him and didnt realize that Seokmin was already looking at him. His stomach fluttered.
"Why are you looking at me like that" he asked with raised eyebrows.
"Nothing, are you ok? You feel fine?" He asked tilting his head. Jisoo nodded and Seokmin also gave a small nod in return. Seokmin took the plates and served them on the counter. Jisoo took a looked around the counter, everything was looking delicious, he was shocked because one time when Seokmin was at jisoos house he nearly burned the whole house down trying to fry some eggs. He laughed at the memory and Seokmin looked at him confusingly.
"It looks good" jisoo stated with a small smile. And took the chopsticks and took a bite, he was so delighted he look at Seokmin with wide eyes.
"What? Is it bad?" Seokmin asked him worry on his face.
Jisoo laughed at the youngers cuteness and shook his head.
"Its so good! When did you become a chef?" Jisoo asked his mouth stuffed with eggs and bacon.
"I took a few classes beacuse i was bored" he laughed and smiled looking down at his plate.
Jisoo smiled at Seokmin with his cheeks stuffed looking like a cute hamster.
"Cute" Seokmin mumbled.
"What?" Jisoo asked while chewing on his food. Seokmin shook his head and jisoo went back to eating and Seokmin started his too. When they finished Seokmin took the plates and dumped them in the large sink, getting ready to wash them. He picked the sponge up but Jisoo took it from his hand.
"You did enough ill do the dishes" he said lightly pushing Seokmin off the middle.
"But-" Seokmin started but Jisoo cut him off.
"Its ok Seokmin, ill do it" he flashed a smile and Seokmins heart dropped, he loved when smiled, and he would do whatever to keep that smile on his face. Seokmin sat on a chair and stared at Jisoo washing the dishes, he thought what if things didnt change between them they would be the same the they used to be, how they used to have a movie night on sundays not missing a single one, how they used to do everything together, when they first met Seokmin was wipped already but denied it untill Jisoo unexpectedly kissed him and suddenly confessed his fellings, it left Seokmin a blushing mess but he was so happy he picked Jisoo up and swing them in the air, they laughed with no worry in the world, the thought made Seokmin smile. But soon after graduation Jisoo came up to Seokmin and stated that he was flying to America to study and he wanted to break up immediately, leaving Seokmin dumbfounded and heartbroken. Seokmin still dosent why he left him but with all that heartbreak and how much he wanted to hate Jisoo he just couldn't, he couldn't come to hate his first love, someone who made his world light up with his smile, when he laughed Seokmin stomach fluttered.
He still want to know what was the reason he had to leave him in such a hurry that Seokmin didnt have a secong to react. That night he cried himself to sleep. And when he woke up everything change, how he smiled infornt of others, instead of being the giggly and sunshine he was he turned into someone he didn't think he could become, cold and silent, talked only if it was about something important.
"Jisoo hyung..i want to ask you something" he hesitated.
"Yeah, what is it?" Jisoo asked with raised eyebrows.
"Why....did you leave me?" He chocked the words out.
Jisoo went tense in his spot, thinking of an answer but nothing came. Why did he leave Seokmin like that? Beacause of what? He had to study? He was forced? Or that he had to?
Many excuses came into his mind but nothing seem to fit. He didnt know himself why he left him.
"I-" He started.
"No. Forget it" Seokmin cut him off and went to his room.
Jisoo felt horrible, what did the boy do after he left without a word or so an explanation. He must have been heart broken. Jisoo's heart clenched at how devastated the boy must have been. He didnt have a solid reason to leave him. But there was one thing he was tempted.
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