After she left jisoo took a breath when his eyes landed on the think pile of papers on his desk laying there hunting him already. Well he agreed to be the manager already so it cant be helped now. He sat on the chair and stared to work on his never ending pile.
A few hours passed and there still about 14 papers left to be checked. Joshua was about to give in but a sigh of relief left his mouth when he checked the time. It was time to go home and he could never be this tired to go home after work, since he always goes out to drink, and today hansol called him out on a drink with some other friends of his and joshua agreed. He quickly tidied his desk and made his way out of the room to the elevator.
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He went in the old looking restraunt which hansol said to come to. His eyes wandered about the area and his eyes landed on the person he was looking for and made his way there.
As he approached the table hansol realized and jumped up from his chair to greet him.
"You came!" Vernon exclaimed with his wide smile wrapping his arm around Joshua's neck. Joshua smiled at the younger. He sat down beside him and said hi to the others there were three more people which included a tall man that gave off severe puppy vibes, and a man sat right beside him haveing those cat like features that made him look adorable and....joshua's breath hitched at how gorgeous that man was his soft features and his smile complimented his aura perfectly.
"Hi, Im Jeonghan" he said making joshua jump out of his thoughts. He went over a pause before introducing himself as well. Coming to know that tall one was named mingyu and one beside him was wonwoo. They got along well and joshua felt at ease for the first time after yesterday. They drank and talked and coming to think of it, these people were what joshua needed as friends, they as crazy as they were understanding. The time flew by and it was already 11:24.
Joshua had to head back home since his mom will be worried and he really needed to sleep after all that drinking.
"I need to go now, we'll see eachother another time" he said as he got up from his seat and waved at them before leaving the restaurant.
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After returning home he went straight to his room to freshen up and change his clothes into his nightwear. He dropped himself on the bed and engulfed the warmth of the comforter. He layed straight and staired at the seiling. He said that he will get seokmin back but the thought was easy but he had nothing at his mind at how to do it. He gave in the thought and let his eyes lids close.
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Flashback➷
I board the plane and sat on the back of the cabin. It was a window seat and fortunately no one sat beside me so it was more calm, as the plane took off my insides felt they were about to burst. I took my anxiety pill and relaxed myself more onto the seat. There was this one scene that went on in my mind continuously driving me crazy.
Did i make the right decision?
I left him there.
I left him without saying anything,
Without no more than a heartbreaking farewell.
The look on his face was tearing me apart but I still...I still left him.
Did i have a reason?
Yes
But was it worth it?
I dont know, i dont know, i dont know!
I was going crazy, maybe this wasent right maybe-
I shook my head so hard that i thought i would faint. Ive already done it, i left him and probably im never gonna see him again. The last thought made my stomach churn and i held back the urge to vomit.
I was regretting it already. I havent even gone that far im already regretting what ive done.
What have i done?
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I stared out the window of the cab i was taking to my destination. I hope my regret wouldn't last long when i meet him. I was just thinking about how he would be when the car stopped and i got out. I stood there looking at the rough house infront of me where behind, the cab had already left. I took a deep breath swallowing the guilt i had in my stomach and made my way towards the door. I hesitantly nocked on the door forgetting bells are a thing. The anxiety was eating me so entirely i couldn't even think. I stapped out of my thoughts when the door opened and a girl half naked walked out with a frown on her face.
"Yes, what do you want" she said full annoyance. I cleared out my throat.
"Uh.. Is Cal home?" I asked.
"Yeah he is, Cal! Someones here for you!" She shouted from her place. A moment later a man with long blonde hair walked out.
Its was Cal.
"Oh.. Uh.. Joshua? W-what are you doing here?" He asked with raised brows as he werent the one to call me to come here.
"You called me, you wanted to be back together, so i came" i said with a smile on my face a little of the anxiety leaving me.
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An: unedited since i was in a hurry.
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