"Fuck" Seokmin cursed, they were just getting to it. He got off joshua and sat on the couch with a thump.
"Ill get that" joshua quickly said and made his way to the door fixing his shirt mid way.
He gripped on the door nob and twisted it making the open, as he looked up from the nob to see who was there at fucking 11:00 pm. His eyes widened and he froze on his spot.
"Hey josh" the voice sent shivers down his spine as he backed up from his spot.
Feeling the silence Seokmin got up from his seat and went to check.
"Joshua who is it?" Seokmin asked as his eyes lingered on the man at the door step. The older flinched and looked at Seokmin who was unaware of the man standing just a feet away from them.
"H-he-" joshua stutered out but got cut off.
"Hi im Cal" the other guy stated with smug smile on his face which already sent shivers down joshuas spine.
"Cal who?" Seokmin asked confused.
"Joshua's ex! Didnt he tell you about me?" Cal said eyeing joshua curiously. Seokmin looked at joshua then again the other who was still standing on the other side of the door.
"If that so, what business do you have here?" Seokmin questioned again.
"Well..can we talk inside? Or??" Cal said with raised eyebrows and sneaking inside the apartment.
"Say whatever you want, here. And make it quick" seokmin getting impatient as he was getting needy and he was already disturbed.
"Well ill make it short then." He diverted his gaze from the taller to joshua.
"Josh. When you came to me 7 years ago saying that i said i wanted you back, i did." Joshua looked at the other like he had seen a ghost, and Seokmin was still unaware of the storm that was yet to come." I was drunk and i couldn't comprehend what was happening at the time, i regreted after i remembered i let you go like that, i know you were hurt i saw it in your eyes. I want you back love, come back to me." Cal finished, he offered a hand to joshua who just looked at his face in disbelief. And Seokmin was processing what the other had just said.
Joshua was in utter shock at the other. How the heck can he say that? How the fuck can he come here to seokmins house and ask me that. With all these thoughts he was afraid how seokmin would react but the taller was standing there with no expression on his face and it scared him even more.
"Cal, How the fuck did you even get here? Are you even in your right mind? Youre insane! Get the fuck out of here now!!" Joshua lashed out on him with all he had. He couldn't catch up with all the emotions he had in him. He was afraid, nervous and angry at how fuckin of a asshole his ex can be.
"Is that a no?" Cal asked shamelessly, his smile changed into a frown. Seokmin was just lost but he had enough of the damn male.
"If you arent deaf, he said get the fuck out asshole, get lost and never show your damn face around my house and joshua again or you're gonna be witnessing your death more early than its scheduled for" the threat was there but the steel aura that he possessed at the moment was even frightening for joshua. He had never seen him like this, it was unbelievable.
"Okk damn man, calm down im leavin" Cal threw his hands up and before leaving he threw a smile in joshuas direction which formed a disgusted expression on his face.
Seokmin slammed the door close making joshua flinch in his spot. After joshua followed seokmin into the living room. Seokmin dropped on the sofa as he held his head in his hands.
"So that day, you left me for him?" The youngers aburt question made joshua come out of his trace.
"Seokmin i-" joshua proceeded.
"I want a yes or no answer hyung, i dont want any explanations." He said looking up at joshua who was looking at the floor. When he got no response he stood up from his spot and stood infront of the older.
"Say it hyung, please. Did you?" Seokmin pleaded because he wanted to know, he wanted to know how much of a toy he was to the older all these years.
Joshua looked up at seokmin but diverted his gaze after before nodding.
Just one action and seokmin felt his heart lit up in flames, tears peaked from his eyes.
"W-why? Why would you do you that? Did you not love me at all? Was it all a joke?" He asked his voice quivering with pain and joshua could feel it. He looked into seokmins eye which were now filled with tears.
"Seokmin it not that i didnt love you, i was just stupid to do that, he was my first love and i always craved his affection and after we broke up i came to korea and found you but i didn't knew that i was still not over him, when he said he would take me back, it made me hope that maybe i would get his love finally,but i was an idiot, Seokmin im sorry, i never intended to hurt and i regret it so much, im sorry..." Joshua explained himself but Seokmin too broken that now he couldn't believe anything joshua had said.
"You say you love me but you still left me.. Did you not?" Seokmin asked and a tear escaped joshuas eyes.
"And now you came back in hopes to have me back? you did, and i let you, because the fuckin way i was in love with you i couldn't say otherwise!, but what did you do? You used me again" seokmin lashed out his frustration and joshua knew he was right, he did nothing but hurt the younger again and again.
"I know Seokmi-"
"If you did why the fuck did you come back!!?, i lived every fuckin day in hope to see you again and when i did, the same thing happened, last time you left me, this time you left my heart"
"Get out please"
"Seokmin i-"
"Leave joshua, please!!"
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Just a couple more chapters left!
This was my longest chapter so far.
Im still debating whether to give them a happy ending or a bad one.
What do you guys think?
The story is too rough for a happy ending but i have smth in mind.
But with the flow perhaps it will be too harsh but we'll see.
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