i woke up at 7 for no reason.
i haven't done any work yet.
i haven't eaten yet.
i've been on my phone this whole time.
i get a text asking what i want to eat.
the truth? nothing. i don't deserve it.
a few hours later, still nothing.
i don't deserve it.
my mom takes me to a pizza spot,
she hands me her card and tells me to order myself.
by myself?
okay.
i wanted two slices, so why did i ask for one?
i got it after.
i'm starving.
i walk out of the pizza spot.
i'm lightheaded.
as i cross the street, a car zooms by.
i almost got hit.
i didn't even see the car.
just spotted colors around me
and the sounds of cars.
i didn't know it was coming towards me.
but why, just for a split second,
did i want to sprint forward?
for it to hit me?
just to feel pain again.
i cross the street, stumbling on my own feet.
i don't fall.
i'm still hungry, but i don't need to eat.
it's fine.
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