Life before you was easier, sure,
It was a catastrophic, unrelenting grief that i
shamelessly called life; but still it was easier.
Life before you was easier.
A paradise of carefully constructed, yet
antithetical delusions.
Like a pile of unread books stack in a corner.
Life before you
Was summertime in winter.
All blues and grays, hoary and dismal
Still the brief glare of the sun burns
me like August's sorrow.
Freely flowing,
It knows no bounds,
my heart is an ice crystal,
Beautiful yet fragile.
Life now, as it is, is more desolate than
The song of a dying bird; alone and
despondent in a sea of green arcadia under a cold, distant morose sky.
Life, now that it knows it cannot have you,
is far hellish than being condemned to hell itself.
[A]
Ah, you know that boy with a pair of dark eyes and an enigmatic smile? Yes, this was written for that stupid boy but anyways, anyways.
It has been a while since I wrote a poem, haha. I was so busy with school (university life sucks when you're an english girly stuck in a predominantly science course) and work AND my Jujutsu kaisen fanfiction 😜. Hopefully this Christmas break I can finally write more freely since time hasn't been on my side since last month. 🐇
YOU ARE READING
Under The Late October Skies
PoetryI am looking for the kind of love that is worthy of me and my words. ☽☀☾ -You will lose yourself in nirvana on this very surface and then- i will teach you how to navigate the stars knowing that even if you lose me, you will find your way back. ...
