Young Love

Chapter 18: London is red ❤️

I picked my second phone up for at least the 6th time in about 20 minutes

As I went to reach down Alessia put her hand on my hand that was on the phone about to lift it up

"Leave it" she said softly before pulling me back into her

I just snapped, I've been very restless since I left the group

"No less!" I snapped standing up and facing her

"You don't understand!" I added

"What don't I understand?" Alessia asked keeping her calm

"It's like I've been separated from my family, all my family is connected to that group and the fact I've left means I'm separated from them" I snapped

"But you haven't, they still text you" Alessia said

"Do they? Last time I talked to them was when I left the group"

There was a silence, Alessia didn't know what to say

"I'm sorry" Alessia sighed

"I'm not asking for you to be sorry, I knew I would have to leave soon because of my career" I said, realising that I shouldn't be mad at her, I'm simply just restless

"Im sorry, I just don't know how to act or feel about it, it's not your fault" I said after a while

Alessia stood up and hugged me

"It's okay, let's go to bed" Alessia said softly

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"Come on, I've made lunch" Alessia said from behind me as I cleaned my car

"Yeah, after this less" I said not turning to face her

"You've not stopped since you woke me up this morning" Alessia said stepping out of the front door and walking over to me, wrapping her arms around my waist

"Things around the house need to be sorted and fixed less" I lied

"I know the real reason harls, come on take a break" Alessia said pulling me back slightly, making me laugh

I've been busying myself so I don't have to think about my family

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"Come on arsenal" I shouted as we kicked off at the emirates

"To Beth!" I shouted to vic as we were in the box

Beth made no mistake and slotted it home

1-0 up against Chelsea

But it didn't last long, it was poor defending

We all huddled while they celebrated

"Right we know what mistakes we made there, fix them and we will be fine, keep them pinned into there half" Kim said as we chanted arsenal before getting back into our positions

"Corner!" I shouted as the ball went out of play

We were rewarded a corner, it started to dip near to me, I saw the keeper come out and try claim it

I knew if I get on it first it would end up in the back of the net, connecting with it beautiful

I ran over to Beth and jumped on her

"What a ball bethyyy" I said as the team ran over

"Keep control of this game girls" Kim said as we made our way back to our half