FIGHT FOR ME

17} School Spirit

[Zelos's pov]

I don't know why heart was pounding but I tried my best to calm myself down.

I was going to hand Siony his phone back but when I stared at him again I got flashbacks to last night when I literally touched myself to him. I got so nervous over that I was going to explode. Then his friends came over and I-...

Well I damn near wasted my time, I still have the phone he gave me in my hand. If he didn't accept it back I was going to push it but I wouldn't even look at him.

I fucked myself thinking about him....it was lowkey turning me on again, my body was a little hot and tingly. I pushed my thoughts away and tried thinking about something else. Fucking get it together, I'm outside.

I headed back to the place outside where the dance team was practicing our choreography and break was over, they started up again without me. It was class, right next to the flight team's practice field.

I took out the phone from my pocket and walked over to my bag on the ground, putting it back inside. I stood up again, and stretched my arms behind my back de-stressing all the muscles.

"Excuse me?" I heard someone say. When I turned around, I found a girl staring at me who looked quite nervous.

"Hm?" I mumbled and raised an eyebrow. She looked intimidated by me, well of course because she was pretty short. I was practically towering over her.

I just stood there with a neutral expressionless look on my face and waited for her to say something, and she was shaking as she tried to form words from her mouth I wondered why she looked so terrified.

"What is it...?" I gave her a weird look, getting impatient. "U-um.....I'm in your class, history-..." she stumbled over her words. "I sit behind you...I-I just think-you're really cool and- will you go on a date with me...?"

My mouth dropped a little. Fuck, it's one of those confessions again. I hate them they make me feel so uncomfortable because I specifically don't like girls at all...and I have to reject them...fuckkk. That's what she was so scared about. I feel kind of bad, she looks nice.

I laughed awkwardly under my breath, "uh...ah I..." I started to say. I wanted so badly to just blurt out 'I like guys'. Better yet, scream it so everyone could hear and know it. But of course I couldn't do that.

"Sorry. I'm not really looking for anything." I settled with that. She looked at me with an understanding expression, but she also looked a bit disappointed. "Oh. That's alright...I get it. It was worth a shot." She gave me an awkward smile and quickly left.

Whatever that was about, I know it was because of fucking Siony. Everything's his fault. Ever since I started fighting with him and getting associated, more and more girls notice me and try asking me out. It's fucking awkward.

Maybe they think it's cool to date the rival of a popular guy in school, maybe they just think I'm hot. It's a nice compliment, but not worth the trouble...

No matter how much makeup they wear, how well they dress, I don't feel anything. It just weirds me out. There was this one girl that dressed kinda tomboyish and looked a bit like a guy, they were a bit cute but fuck no.

I can't believe I'm saying this but...I'd rather date Siony than date a girl.

[Siony's pov]