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[Siony's pov]

No. stay away from me. I'm so fucking turned on by you, stay away.

I couldn't see very well, I thought there was a girl on top of me. long and dark blue hair, she was someone I had held before. I brushed my hair away, and it was Zelos. his body was shaped similar to me, and he had flesh that i had. his voice was deep like mine, and he grabbed a pair of thighs like he would a girl. it wasn't a woman, it was him. but I'M not the woman. I'm not a woman. those were my thighs.

IT WAS ZELOS. no, no, no, I can't. not again. I can't do this anymore, what is he doing...? why is he doing this to me, why is he so cruel?

then he put it in, and I made an utterly unspeakable noise. his hands grasped onto me and his touch burned into my body like the flaming fire he wielded when I first fought him. but this was different, this felt so, so good.

the more he took me, the more I wanted to disappear. I turned to my side, and there I found a mirror that reflected the contents of the whole room. I took a good look at myself, and there was nothing that looked Siony to me.

the more Zelos rammed his cock into me, the more he turned me into someone I couldn't recognize. I was pulling on the bed sheets, moaning with tears of pleasure welled up in my eyes. I was screaming please, please Zelos, more, more. fuck me, more. harder. more.

something incomprehensible happened, and I had myself sitting up. Zelos knelt in front of me, licking and kissing the underside of my dick with his tongue. I wanted to move and push him off me, but my limbs didn't want to move. I wanted to scream at him to stop, but my voice told him to put it in his mouth.

I gasped loudly, springing up from my bed. I was sweating all over and shaking a bit. Fuck...it was just a dream, fortunately. A dream about Zelos though, that didn't make it good.

I looked under the sheets, and noticed I was hard. I lied back down and groaned. How fucking old am I to still have dreams like these...? I'm not twelve years old for fuck's sake. This is embarrassing. WHY WAS IT ABOUT ZELOS?! Why does my mind want to replay so badly what I want to forget so much? It's the middle of the night on a Sunday, I have school tomorrow and I have to fucking look at him.

Not only am I hard, but that dream actually aroused me, I'm still breathing heavily and I was getting touchy with myself. So humiliating, he is never to know about this. I better take care of this.

[Zelos's pov]

I can't believe I only opened my report card for first semester last week. C+ in Mastering, C- in Ancient Keltelore, B in Field Training, B in Flight Honing, A in Element Honing and B in Dance.

I almost failed my history class and basically all my grades are shitty because some of them are attendance based and I skipped so often or came in late. Well compared to other students, my grades are horrible. You don't go to the top combat school in all of Keltia just to get grades like these. It makes it a waste of time.

That makes me a waste of space. Does it matter at all if my powers are off the charts? In the physical training classes I'm placed in the advanced section in class, which is where the strongest students are in.

What good does it do me if I don't have the energy or motivation to put effort into anything? I just sit here wanting to do nothing and then wallow in my sorrows because I'm useless, maybe slash my wrists a few times and continue the cycle.

All this thinking has me so stressed, it's only Monday morning.

I'm walking down the hallway with Lucia, and I yawn putting my hand over my mouth. I tug a bit at my long gloves and adjust them.

"Okay, my class is that way! See you later brother." Lucia smiles, waves and walks the opposite way to where I was going.

"Okay, see ya." I say goodbye and wave back.

I continue going down the hallway, consumed in my thoughts. I don't walk straight enough so I accidentally bump into the lockers on the side, making me look up. My eyes light up when I saw Siony walking my way, saying goodbye to his friends going to class.

He was wearing a white shirt underneath his unzipped red jacket, and a pair of black ripped jeans on those legs of his. Haha, I've seen his legs without those.

Without thinking, I start walking rapidly towards him. Siony gets startled as he notices me and tries to run from me, but I chase him down and block his path.

"HEY!!!" I yelled, trying to get him to stop.

Siony got flustered as I trapped him in a corner of the hallway, lockers surrounding us. I pushed him harshly and slammed him against the wall. Both my hands bunched up his shirt into fists and I glared into his eyes. Siony's face turned a bit red because I was so close, he wasn't paying attention to the look in my eyes. The look in his eyes told me he only cared about the distance between us. Was he nervous because we've slept together before?

"Wh-what?!-" he asked me, in disbelief that I basically just hunted him down and shit him in the middle of the hallway.

"....." I found myself at a loss of words, trying to find a replacement sentence for what I forgot to say. ".....why do you keep that stupid fucking scar on your face??" I blurted out.

Siony looked at me extremely offended, shoving me off him as his back got away from the locker. "Well why do you always wear those long ass gloves?!" He got defensive.

My eyebrows furrow, and I eye the gloves on my arms, keeping them close to my body and gripping them. This fucker.

"What do you want...?" Siony asks more calmly, getting wary, fidgeting and looking behind me at our surroundings.

"Why are you avoiding me?!" I demanded he give me an answer.

Siony tried to avoid my question, looking away and trying to walk off. "I don't have time right now, class is about to start."

I stop him again and point my fist at his jaw, threatening to hit him. I was really getting angry now. "Don't you want your clothes back...?! I have them in my locker." I reminded him.

Siony opened his mouth attempting to say something stupid, but decided not to. "Just-.....ugh!! Meet me on the rooftop after school with my clothes. You're gonna make me late to class!!" He reciprocated the glare in my eyes and grabbed my fist and threw it down. He walked past me and hurried to class.

Fine. The rooftop after school if he wants. He's going to have to confront me sooner or later, I know it isn't over between us. Not even close.

Why did he want to meet at the rooftop of all places...? That's so far. Does he want to be alone with me, or does he not want people to see us together? HE'S SO FUCKING CONFUSING!!! He makes my life a living hell, might as well chase after girls at this point.

~ A few hours later ~

I ended up getting distracted the whole day, not paying attention to anything during my classes. I dropped the chalk when I was supposed to write something on the board for the class, I accidentally burned another kid in the face with my fire during field training because of how hard I was straining.


- you washed my clothes? What all I had to do was wash them for you not stop being mad at me? IM NOT MAD!! Then what?!?!

- Siony says he's skipping his violin practice for Zelos.

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