Crystal Snow

Chapter Nineteen

Jungkook took in a deep breath as he looked up staring at Seokjin's house.

His boyfriend is always home alone because his parents are always on a business trip.

He walked until he reached the doorsteps walking passed the gate. He rang the doorbell twice before getting a response.

He took in a deep breath when Seokjin finally opened the door- the other's eyes widened in shock as he didn't expect his cheating boyfriend to show up.

"What are you doing here?" Seokjin asked in a stern voice.

Jungkook let out a very deep sigh before running his fingers through his hair feeling his heart thumping so loud against his chest.

He cheated on this boy- he cheated on the same boy whom he claims he loves so much.

He dropped every fling that he had for Seokjin. He tried to stop sleeping around for the beauty but he got all messed up when he came across Yoongi, a sixteen-year-old.

"Seokjin, please. Let's talk." He said in a pleading tone.

Seokjin went inside the house without closing the door and Jungkook took the chance to just go inside and follow the younger stopping in the living room.

Seokjin turned in his direction looking at him dead in the eyes as if he didn't even want him near his sight.

Jungkook hates the sudden changes.

He hates how he turned Seokjin's loving gaze into something that feels so cold and screams disappointment- all because of his infidelity.

"Let me explain, babe," Jungkook said taking a step forward.

Seokjin widened his eyes at his past lover pointing his index finger and stopping Jungkook to even move closer.

"There's nothing to explain, Jungkook," He shook his head, "You cheated, that's it."

Seokjin said that in a stern cold voice while looking at Jungkook as if he was not affected by what was happening and the sudden twist in their relationship but despite his strong facade- he's slowly breaking inside.

None of this came across his mind.

Never in his dreams, he thought that Jungkook would cheat on him. Yes, Jungkook has the reputation of being the school's playboy who had all of the boys and girls wrapped around his fingers but he also knew that- that Jungkook was gone, long gone.

It even hurts because it's with Min Yoongi, the person whom he adores so much.

"I want you back," Jungkook pleaded, "I need you back, please." He said trying to hold the other's hand.

Seokjin tilted his head to the right clenching his fist while trying to prevent his tears from just falling out of his eyes.

No. He won't ever cry in front of the bastard who cheated on him.

Why would he let this bastard know that he's hurting? First of all, why would he waste his tears for someone who can't even see his worth?

"I am completely fine but you decided to come and ruin my life!" Seokjin said through gritted teeth.

He's pissed. He's irritated, mad, and very angry. He's feeling all the bad emotions a person could ever feel.

He's fine without anyone. He's doing well with his friends. He always thought that he didn't need to be in a relationship to be happy and even if Jungkook came towards him confessing- he rejected the playboy right away.

However, Jungkook still pursues him for almost a year proving to him that he can finally stay loyal because he loves Seokjin so much.

Oh! How foolish, Seokjin believed all of that.

"I love you, Jin. I do."

"And what are you going to do now?" Seokjin shouted.

He choked while trying to prevent his tears. He looked down and cursed himself feeling betrayed by his self as a tear slipped through his eyes that he immediately wiped secretly.

"You're going to have a family. You have a child with Yoongi!" He shouted, "How can you expect me to take you back?" He asked in disbelief.

No matter how much he loves Jungkook. He couldn't do anything about it now.

Jungkook needs to be involved with his child and Yoongi needs someone who will support him during his pregnancy considering his young age, it could be dangerous.

"I love you but sorry I don't want to be the cause of someone's misery," Seokjin said with finality in his voice.

He's not on Yoongi's side.

If anything, he's also pissed at Yoongi. He's very much irritated because of what they did behind his back.

How can someone who looks so innocent do something like sleeping around with someone who's already in a relationship?

He's angry because of the feeling of Yoongi betraying him as he treats him as nothing but a friend. Though, he doesn't want him to suffer knowing that he's carrying another life.

"Leave, Jungkook." Seokjin said biting his lower lips, "Please! Leave me alone." He said in an overly calm voice.

Jungkook opened his mouth only to close it again as he couldn't find any appropriate words to say to the boy that he needed right now.

"I... I'm so sorry..."

That's all he could ever say before running out of Seokjin's house. He ran until he was out of breath letting himself collapse on the gutter trying to catch his breath.

He looked down groaning and pulling his hair up even kicking the rock that was in front of him because of his irritation.

Damn! He shouldn't even do that to Seokjin.

He flinched just by remembering how Seokjin looked so calm. He hates how he's trying so hard to mask the emotions that he's feeling.

Jungkook could tell how much his ex-boyfriend is hurting right now, he wants him back.

He wants Seokjin in his arms once again. He wants the other boy to stay by his side and never leave again. He wants to see his name flashing through his screen just to say good morning or good night. He needs Seokjin.

"Damn!"

Jungkook groaned looking up while shutting his eyes closed. He's so frustrated that he doesn't even notice a tear falling out from his eyes.

He's scared.

What will happen now? He did something wrong.

He needs to man up and face the consequences of his actions. He's smart enough to know that all of this wouldn't happen if he controlled his fucking hormones.

He got someone pregnant and that someone is not even legal.