Crystal Snow

Chapter Thirty-One

Yoongi huffed as he stared at his ceiling, he was lying down on his bed for almost three hours. He doesn't even want to go down.

He is simply tired of everything, he just wants to take a break and never listen to everyone who's causing him internal problems.

Yoongi stared at his bump letting out a soft sigh as he brought his hands there caressing it a little with a smile gracing his lips, "I love you, baby. Sorry that I am stressing a lot. Hang in there, okay?" He murmured.

He is aware of the bad effects that he and his baby may suffer if this continues but he can't help it, it's not like he can control his feelings regarding what's happening in his surroundings.

He stared at his phone taking in a deep breath when he saw Jungkook's name in it.

Fortunately, Namjoon apologizes to him for being so cold and rude. He even comforted Yoongi when the younger started to tear up, the older realized that Yoongi was already under a lot of stress and instead of being a bastard- he should be with his younger brother.

Jungkook:

Meet me at the school tomorrow, please. Let's talk.

He closed his phone again and put it on the side table. He bit his lower lips running his fingers through his hair as he also let out a faint smile when he heard his stomach growling.

"You're hungry again, aren't you?" He cooed while caressing his bump.

He shook his head tapping his baby bump before making his way downstairs to get something to eat.

He went straight to the kitchen and opened the fridge got a slice of cake and poured a glass of pineapple juice.

He sat down and moaned as he took a bite of the cake that his mother baked herself. He hummed as he devoured the food.

"Yoongi..."

The younger wiped the side of his lips and looked at his brother who sat across from him.

"Is Jungkook not visiting you or something?" Namjoon asked.

Yoongi furrowed his brows shaking his head in disbelief before laughing full of sarcasm.

"Really?" He chuckled, "The last time he went here, you beat him to death, hyung." He said.

Namjoon scrunched up his nose and ran his fingers through his hair looking at his younger brother apologetically.

"Geez! I already apologized. Can you blame me? You are too young and he should be mature enough to know not to mess with a minor."

Namjoon can't help but roll his eyes. He doesn't like Jungkook, it's just that he thinks that they should at least become civil towards one another for his brother and the upcoming baby.

Yoongi bit the insides of his cheeks, "I don't know." He shrugged.

He honestly doesn't know what he's supposed to do right now. Why is Jungkook acting like that? Most of all, why did he kiss Mark?

Yes, he did kiss Mark and said to Jungkook that he would give him a chance but thinking about it now- he is not sure about it.

That's why he is avoiding not only Jungkook but also Mark. The fact that he kisses Mark will probably lead to some serious conversation with the boy and he is not sure if he is ready to talk about that.

"Mark," He said under his breath, "I don't know, hyung. I don't know." He shrugged his shoulders.

He looked at his older brother. No, he doesn't want Namjoon to know about this. He shouldn't think about that stuff and just focus on his baby.

Having someone shouldn't be his priority, he has a child on the way. He should start saving up and learning things from his mother so he wouldn't be that clueless once his angel is finally here.

The both of them exchanged looks when the doorbell rang. Yoongi stood up caressing his bump before making his way toward the door and opening it- his jaw dropped as soon as he saw who it was.

"Mark...."

Yoongi looked behind him and was glad when his older brother went upstairs even hearing his door slammed closed.

"Come in." He awkwardly said, "You can sit." He pointed at the sofa before almost cursing himself when he let out an awkward laugh.

Mark didn't even move though, he stared intently at Yoongi who bit his lower lips when he saw how serious Mark looked.

"I'm sorry, Mark," He said, "Sorry for kissing you. I.. I don't know. I just know I am not ready for anything, and sorry for"

He was cut off when the older just pulled him into a tight hug caressing his back in a circular motion. He shut his eyes because of how comforting the older hand was.

"I.. just. I don't want you to leave."

He shut his eyes closed feeling the tears that streamed down his face. He can feel his heart wrenching every time the warmth of Mark's hand touches his skin.

Mark kissed the top of Yoongi's head while nodding his head understanding what the younger trying to imply.

"I know, I understand," He whispered, "I'll be here as long as I can." He said.

"I'm sorry, Mark. I'm sorry for giving you a headache all the time. Sorry for dragging you into my mess."

Mark shook his head taking a step backward to look at the younger's eyes cupping his cheeks as he let out a faint smile.

"What are you sorry for?" He caressed the younger's cheeks ever so lightly, "I am here with you because I want to." He said with a faint smile on his face.

Yoongi didn't say anything and just hugged Mark closer burying his face into the older's chest and inhaling his comforting scent.

He bit his lower lips when he felt another tear slip from his eyes. He is really confused. He is a total mess!

He looked up and let out a contented sigh as he saw Mark also gazing at him with a faint smile on his face.