Nights send me to you

Ch-30 |why

Jay POV

I was at the rooftop staring down at the notifications from my friends, if they even still considered me as one, I am pretty sure my dad already found out about it, the paparazzis will be taking even the slightest mistake made by me just for creating problems in the company, I was getting a feeling that my dad will be range in anger right now because his good for nothing son has once again splashed water on his efforts to maintain our status but here I am sitting on the floor debating on whether I should just jump off and die  , no one could even care less if I did die. Niki promised me to help me get out of this mess, he wouldn't lie to me wouldn't he, I trust him.

"Jay what are you doing here?" I heard a voice approaching me steadily

"having a death wish" I answered looking up to see someone else, it wasn't Niki but Jake who came and sat next to me

"you know how worried the others are?we looked for you everywhere" Jake says with a sad smile

"why are you here?" I asked confused and shocked

"what do you mean?" Jake asked me

"even after everything I said to you, you are the only one who came to check up on me?" I asked confused, Sunghoon was the only person I trusted among them and Jake was the only one who cared about me

"we are friends and friends don't leave anyone behind, the others are looking for you too, Sunghoon was mad at first but Heeseung talked to him, so he is fine now just come back Jay no one really took it seriously just come back" Jake says with a smile

"I don't think I can" I answered ashamed for the first time in my life, how could I go back after breaking  their trust

"trust me Jay everything will be fine" Jake assured me

Before I could even reply my phone started ringing, I checked the ID and it was my father I wanted to ignore it but still I didn't want more problems invading my life

"hello?" I asked annoyed

"WHERE THE FK ARE YOU ASSHOLE? DO YOU KNOW WHAT MESS YOU HAVE CREATED?" he screamed through the phone, Jake stared at me shocked but I just ignored it

"and?" I asked with no interest m, wanting to cut off the call any second

"YOU BETTER BE HOME IN 20 MINUTES I DON'T CARE IF YOU GET INTO AN ACCIDENT JUST GET THE FK HOME" I heard him cursed through the phone

I just cut off the call not bothering to answer him and stood up to go to my so called home

"I'll see you tomorrow" I said to Jake walking down the stairs

"is everything okay? I can come along go talk with your father" Jake asked me as he followed me down

"I'm used to it just tell the others I went home" I said to him

"oh okay just call me if something happens" Jake says to me walking away from my sight

I got into my car and drove it to my parent's place, it's been weeks since I last went to that shitty place they called home I moved out to a penthouse because I hate how annoying my father was and how he kept ordering me to do shit like I was his servant and mom was  clearly brainwashed by that old hag that she kept listening to whatever he told her

After 23 minutes

I walked into the hell hole, the workers at the mansion seem to be really silent not uttering a word as they looked at me with sadness in their face but I couldn't care less I was used to this, it was my life after all at the end whether I liked it or not.